My life

18

POND'S POV

I didn't hesitate and I said yes to what Phim's friend offered, even though we're away from our family we still need to relax without thinking of anything

"Why did I say that?" I asked myself when I realised I said something wrong

Phim's friend went back to his friend while we went back shopping

"Pond?" I suddenly look at him

"Huh?" I replied

"Don't say that again" Phim said

"What?....Did I say something wrong?" I asked curiously

He nodded

"We're not in relationship..okay?" He replied

I was taken a back and smiled bitterly at him

"Oh yea...sorry" I murmured

"It's okay" Phim let go of my hand

While we are walking I felt a sudden sharp in my heart, This is the first time I felt that....hurts.

Phim and I are silent all day we didn't talk to each other until we reached the house

"Are you sure you wanna go to Chomp house?" He suddenly breaks the ice between us

I nodded

"Okay...then let's go?" He added

I didn't talk the whole trip and I was thinking, if is this weird to him or I'm only thinking that

"Hello!...Phim" Chomp's Mom was the first one who greeted us

"Hello auntie!" Phim replied

"Hello?" Chomp's Mom turn her way to look at me

"I'm Pond...Phim's
Friend" I replied

"Oh okay let go inside! Chomp's
Friend are all here... this is good you're here Phim!" Chomp's Mom said happily

"You guys are here!!" Chomp shouted

Phim, went straight inside without even looking at me.

I feel outsider here

"Hello?" A girl went out of nowhere

"Uhmm hello?" I replied back

"What's your name?" She asked

"Pond.. how about you?" I asked back

"Yihwa..you're so cute hehe" she giggled

"Uh haha" I laughed awkwardly

The girl grabbed my hand and went to their friends direction

"Chomp! You didn't tell me you have a friend like him!!!" She said

"Oh that Phim's boyfriend" Chomp said

"No" I said immediately

"Yes" Phim said

The crowd was silent for a seconds when yihwa break the silent

"He said no" Yihwa said

Everyone went back to talk, while I sit at the side with Chomp's other friends. I look at Phim who is looking at me too.
I immediately turn my face away because I don't like the face he is making right now

"Guys do you drink?!" Chomp asked

Everyone said yes, but I said no

"I'm not in the mood too!" Phim replied

Everyone are talking about schools and work while Yihwa is talking to me, Phim on the other hand is ignoring me too

The party went well and we all went home after the party, I was about to go the room when Phim grabbed my hand

"Do you like her?" He asked

"What are you talking about?" I asked back

"Yihwa....the girl earlier?!" He asked angrily

"It has nothing to do with you" I replied coldly

I went straight to the bathroom and locked the door. I feel frustrated and want to punch everything here, but I don't have enough energy to do that

I went out to the bathroom after I showered, I wore a boxer short only and went to bed, I know Phim is sleeping already

"Did I hurt you?...or did I say something wrong?" Phim asked worriedly

"No" I replied

It's true that weren't in a relationship,but It hurts like hell when It literally came to his mouth,
Phim was talking to me while he is facing the other way

"I'm sorry Pond" He said

"You don't have too" I replied

We are both confused and l don't want this to happen again, I want this instead no string attached. I was just hurting myself

"Go back to sleep" I told him

He nodded and turned his way to me

"Good night" He said while smiling.
He hold my hand and fell asleep