My life

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POND'S POV

We got home safe I drop off Phim at his house, he told me that his mom will be back in 3 days the exact day of his birthday which is good

"Phim, are you hungry? It's already 8pm" I asked Phim

"I am,but can you cook for me hehe" He replied

"Okay...just wait for me at the living room and I will start cooking" I said

Phim went to the living room and open the Television to watch his favourite cartoon

"What to cook?" I asked myself while looking at the refrigerator

I decided to cook him a pasta, I started cooking and when I was in the middle of cooking I went to check Phim, he was still watching, but his eyes is closing soon

"You're really something haha" I murmured to myself

I turned off the stove and went hurriedly to Phim

"Phim?"I whispered, but he is not responding

"Phim..you haven't eaten" I said

"Can I eat later?" He replied suddenly

"What? It's almost 9pm" I said

He nodded and he stood up slowly, we went to the kitchen and I prepared his food

"After you eat you can sleep" I said to him

"Are you gonna sleep over?" He asked

"Uhm..yeah If it's okay with you" I replied

"Of course!" Phim happily said

After we ate I let Phim to take a shower first while I was fixing our bed, later on when we come out to the shower he went straight to the bed

"I will take a shower too" I said

"Oh..okay okay" He replied

I went inside the toilet and started to undress, but when I was about to take off my boxer short Phim went inside the bathroom

"What are you doing?" I asked him because he grab a chair and sit down while he is busy scrolling to his phone

"I wanna be here...I'm scared" He replied

I sighed and nodded

"But you know that I'm showering" I told him

Phim ignored me and he just mind his own business, I didn't take off my boxer short and went straight to the shower, I know we've done it many times, but I am still embarrassed showing him my body

"I won't take longer" I told him

I was secretly looking at him when he caught me looking back I immediately turn my back 

"Fvck this shit" I whispered to myself

I was busy thinking when I realised that Phim was undressing himself

"Wha—what..what are you doing?!!" I asked with panic voice

"I will shower again..It's hot" He replied

Phim was about to undress his short when I stop him

"You already took a shower and you might catch a cold" I told him worriedly

Phim just gave me a puppy look which I feel soft when every time he do that

"Okay.. I will finish now..see I'm gonna put a towel now" I said

Phim grab his shirt and put it on, while I was busy wiping my body I saw him looking at me in the mirror

"Did you know that you back is so sexy" Phim said

I didn't know what to say because his compliments makes me shy and turn on at the same time, we kept staring in the mirror when he pulled my hand so that we could face each other

Phim grab my hand and put it on his face, he keep caressing my hand while his other hand was caressing my body

"I love you so much P'Pond" Phim said while his eyes are close

This is the first time I heard him calling me 'P' the way he said it was the sweetest thing I heard from him

I pulled him closer to me and hug him tightly I put my face on his neck, I hugged him tightly

"I love you so much too Phim....I love you so much that I can die for you" I replied

"Please don't say that" Phim replied

"For everything that happened to us  I'm still thankful that I met you and I'm always be grateful that you're the best part in my life that no one couldn't replace" I told him

"P'Pond I'm sorry If sometimes we had misunderstandings, but I promise that I will try my best to be the best boyfriend to you, I will try to be more understanding" Phim replied

"You don't have to do anything and you don't need to change I like the way you are" I replied

I kiss his head and his cheeks, nose, ears and his lips, I kiss him slowly I put his hand on my shoulder while I  carried him out to the bathroom, we keep kissing slowly until we couldn't catch a breath, I touched his body carefully to his shoulder, neck, hands and his face

"Phim, I wanna marry you" I told him while looking at his eyes

He smiled at me and pulled me closer to a hug

"I was thinking the same thing P'Pond" Phim replied

"Will you say yes If I propose to you?" I asked

"I will say yes to you even though you're not asking me yet" He replied

I pull him up and I went to my bag to grab something when I found it I immediately kneel down

"Will you marry me?" I asked him while my hands are shaking

"Hahaha..P'Pond!...I will I will I will" He replied

I put the ring out and put it on his finger, I stood up and kiss him again

"I love you so much" I whispered to Phim