𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐎𝐟 𝐔𝐬 - (𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐓𝐰𝐨) ·˚ ༘·

𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐋𝐢𝐯𝐞

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𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 - 𝐉𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯 :

The doctors are going to try to wake Taylor up, they say it may take hours, or even days. She might not even wake up. I can't bear the thought of her never waking up, I need her, our little Margot needs her mama.

Andrea, and the doctors told me to go home and get some rest. I've barely slept since Taylor has been in a coma.

Margot is asleep on my chest, and I'm just trying to distract myself. All of a sudden, Margot began to wake up. "Hey sweetheart" I said softly, and I kissed her on the forehead. I don't know how I'd cope without her, I feel like I don't deserve her. Even though she's a crying, eating, shit taking machine sometimes.

I suddenly got a call from Andrea, maybe an update on Taylor, shit. I quickly answer. "Is it Taylor?" I say quickly, "she's awake" she replied softly, my heart stopped, she's ok, she's going to see her daughter, I'm going to have her in my arms again.

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Taylor slept peacefully, while I held her soft hand. Andrea told me, she's been begging to see me since she woke up. It's good to see without the tubes in her mouth, as if she was an alien creature.

Taylor slowly opened her eyes, revealing those beautiful electric eyes I've missed. "Joe" she whispered, "hey" I replied and kissed her forehead. "I love you baby" I continued, "I love you too" She replied in a raspy voice. All of a sudden she started crying, "It's ok" I said softly, "I know, it's ok" I continued. I hate it when Taylor cries, "It's not, Margot, I haven't met her". "You will" I spoke, "she loves you Taylor".

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𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯 - 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐲 (𝟓 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫)

I went into the kitchen and got some fresh strawberries from the fridge. I peeled away the plastic lid and washed the strawberries with ice cold water.

I went back out into the garden and sat down on the picnic blanket Joe and I had layed out. All of a sudden, Margot appeared next to me with holding a flower. "Here you go mama" she said bubbly handing the daisy to me. "Thankyou" I softly replied.

Suddenly, Logan and Blair ran over and jumped on me knocking me down. "Holy-" I cut myself off. Joe followed close behind and sat opposite me.

I knew Joe was happy, with our babies. I feel the same way. When you have children, you feel some kind of love with you have never felt before. It feels so strong, you feel as if you want to give your babies everything they want, keep them safe, make sure they are fine and happy.

After Margot, we decided to have one more baby so she could have some company while we turn our bed into a secret oasis, among other things. We ended up conceiving twins, Blair and Logan. We decided to buy a house in the countryside in the north of Wales, it's pristine around here, and the views from the mountains are majestic.

We chose a small village, with a community with heart at the centre. Everyone knows everyone, and besides a few fans, everything is quiet. There are no paparazzi, and I feel safe here. It's a beautiful place to have a family.

Going back to New York, is going to be beyond weird. I do miss the crowds, and the NY feels but having no paps around takes of so much worry of the whole world knowing my children's faces." Later, maybe we could go to the beach" Joe spoke, "yesss" Blair said excitedly, just like any three year old would, "yay" Logan replied. "I love the beach" Margot said, "Do you love the beach mommy?" She asked. "Of course "I replied, remembering all of the special moments Joe and I have spent together at the beach.

Everything just feels so enchanting, I wouldn't change it for the world. Before I had kids, I didn't realise this is what I wanted most, to be a mother. Not it's happened, I feel like I have gotten everything I have wanted in my life. Having my dream career and making music to change people's lives, meeting the love of my life, having children, and my cats.

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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞'𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐓𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐉𝐨𝐞'𝐬 𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 : 

𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐀𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚 𝐒𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐭-𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐲𝐧 (𝟓) 

𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐄𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐒𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐭-𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐲𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐋𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧 𝐀𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐒𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐭 𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐲𝐧 (𝟑)

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𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐲𝐚'𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟐 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲