Meerab's Confusion

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She softly speaks, shhh bas kardo Murtasim,

Tum mere bahut acche dost hoo, tumhara saath mujhe bahut pasand hain,
Par maine kabhi bhi tumhe uss nazar se nahi dekha,

Mujhe aaj bhi humare bich ki contract yaad hain,

Main khudko nahi badal sakti,

Tum samjh rahe hona,

He smiles with a poor heart a weak one,

Tumhe mere saath iss shaadi ke dor mein maine ya tumne nahi baandha,

Yeh toh humare taqdeer mein tha,

Tumse shaadi main bhi nahi karna chahta tha aur aaj tumhe beintehaa chahta hoon

Tumne mujhe badal diya kya meri ishq tumhe mujhse mohabbat nahi karwa sakta??

She was clueless to it,

He smiles,

Mujhe waqt pe bharosa hain,

She sterns herself and replies,

Aur mujhe khud pe

With her fiery eyes,

Maine yeh nikkah kabhi qubool nahi Kiya tha, aur yeh nikkah sirf tab tak hain jab tak humare bich yeh contract,

Samjhe Murtasim

She speaks arrogantly,

Main sone Jaa rahi hoon,kaafi der hogyi hain,

Aur haan main bas tumse sorry bolne aai thi mujhe tumpe vishwas karna chahiye tha..

He remains choked, to it..

Poor Murtasim felt bad enough but couldn't stop himself from loving her he walks in his gallery touching and holding her paintings with love

He just smiles in pain,

With the trust of his love,she will love to be his one day..

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Meerab rushes and straight away goes into her bed and sleeps..

Within some times she wakes up changes posture and tries again..

But she couldn't sleep, wakes up with annoyance she sits ,

Holds her phone and suspiciously looks at the door..

But for whom??

She thinks and than tries to read book but still can't concentrate

Main tumse beintehaa mohabbat karta hoon,tumne mujhe badal diya..

Murtasim's words keep revolving around her head,

Main yeh sab kyu soch rahi hoon,
Main Murtasim se pyaar nahi karti phir kyu mujhe uske liye itna bura lag raha hain,

Kya mujhe uske liye bura lag raha hain ya main sirf guilty hoon aaj usko sharmindangi mehsoos karwane ke liye aur phir abhi bhi main wahan se gusse se aagyi.

She looks herself into the mirror and tilts her head, lost in the thoughts of his

She feels calm and sleepy..
And sleeps..

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Murtasim arrives to the room,goes to take the pillow from the bed,Soon his eyes catches her moonlight face..

She seemed more beautiful through his eyes..

He steps towards her, abit  closer to her..

He was about to caresses her hair, soon her words of the contract flashes and he puts his hands back..

Takes a deep breath ,with disappointment and sadness he goes to sleep in his couch..

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Next day she wakes up and finds Murtasim wasn't there

She yells his name and searches him..,

Soon she saw he was putting their luggage into the car,

She asks her Yeh kya hain??
Hum Jaa rahein hain??

Tumne mujhe pehle nahi bataya??
Kya main yeh samjhu ki tum mujhse gussa hoon aur ab hum eise hi rahenge..

Just because maine tumhari Mohabbat accept nahi Kiya tum mujhse dosti todd donge??

He puts his fingers on his lips, shhh

Main rishtey ko samjhta hoon koi naap tol nahi karta,

Ek nayi rishtey shuruwat purane ko jalake main kabhi nahi karunga Meerab,

Tum mere liye khaas hoo aur humesha rahongi,

Accha ab tum mujhe haar baat main yeh jataoge ki tum mujhse kitna pyaar karte hoo??

Taaki main Maan jaon??

He smiles
Nahi yaar,tumne mujhe reject kardiya ab bhool jaon..

She looks into his eyes deeply, was chaos

Aur haan tumhe mujhse mohabbat, main nahi, meri ishq karwaenge

Gives a witty smile..,

She looks at him annoyingly

Maa ka phone aaya tha humein Aaj hi jaana hain Mariyam ki shaadi ke liye ladhke waale dekhne aarahe hain..

Issiliye main taiyaar hoon tum jaldi aaon,Main tumhara intezar kar raha hoon..

He winks, gazing her

She stayed clueless and leaves...

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