*"i can't believe i kissed him!"* I though hugging my plushie tightly. "Yaah" i heard the door opening, girls coming in.
Heejin-Kang y/n! Are you here?!
I look out seeing drunk heejin and nira entering, while yejin and suyeon are running after them.
Nira-how dare you leave us there *screams and acts like she is in pain* my, my heart *falls on the ground* i-i *lies on the floor* oh this feels good *falls asleep*
Suyeon and yejin dragged her to her bad while heejin was coming to my direction.
Heejin-why did you leave so early?! You didn't wanted to eat pork with us huh?! *screams*
Y/n-what? You ate pork? *looks at yejin* but why didn't you call me?! *annoyed* ah jinnjayo?!
Suyeon-unnie you said you were sleepy so we didn't bother you
Y/n-still...
Sudden sound hits me making me look at the direction of the sound seeing heejin on the floor fully wasted.
Yejin-ah jinnja, you didn't had to drink that much *grabs heejin* did you hear me?!
I help yejin to drag heejin to her bed.
We put her on the bed as yejin's back cracks
Yejin-aah shi-* touches her back*
Y/n-who decided to go to eat pork?
Yejin looks at suyeon as i see suyeon cofused.
Suyeon-what? I was hungry for pork!
Yejin-ah forget it. Let's go sleep now.
Time skip
Everyone is asleep but i couldn't sleep thinking about jake. *"What would happen now? What do i do when i meet him? Will we start dating? But... we can't... we still can't... what now?! What is this called after all?! Maybe we can date some years later? But what if he won't like me anymore? No, i can't date him. If someone caught us, my whole career... why is this idol life so cursed?!"* i punch the pillow. *"this damn career not even letting me date? This is so unfair! Isn't it?! Ah jinnja!!"* i scream to myself and i get teared up realizing that i should think about it seriously... i realized there is no chance dating... what now? Tears start falling down from my eyes. the pillow gets wet... i try to calm myself down. I start thinking bout good... maybe we're allowed to date?
Next morning
I woke up, seeing my eyes were so creepy and dark because i didn't sleep well. I dress up casually and walk out of the dorm. I have to go back to our company since we're working on our new song. I call a cab and arrive at the hybe building. I go to floor 5 to record my parts. I enter the room seeing some stuffs, heeseung and jake there. They were recording. I hesitate of what to do. The staff tells me that i can wait outside. I didn't even dare to look at jake. I wait for them to finish. I stand there for some minutes as the door openes heeseung coming out, jake follows him. I'm about to enter the room when jake grabs my hand.
Jake-meet me at the big balcony after recording *says calmly*
I fastly nod end enter the room. I get inside and start recording. Some thoughts kinda interrupted me but the staffs told me i was good today. I come out of the room going to the elevator. I went to the 10th floor. I walked to the balcony seeing jake waiting for me there. I stand in front of him waiting him to say something
Jake-y/n about that kiss *stops* i actualy have feeling-
I shut him saying
Y/n-you know that we can't date
Jake- i know...
I get teared up and look away
Jake-but look y/n-
Y/n-jake we can't date! And we can't change anything about it... you do care about your career and i also do. Let's just act like strangers from now on... we can just do like others do. *tears start falling down* we can just casualy bow to each other. We should avoid each other from now on... that is the solution.
I start crying even harder so i just leave the balcony rushing down to the first floor. I called a cab and went back to dorm. I see nira and heejin still sleeping so i laugh. I laugh and than look at the mirror changing my expression to disgusted.
Y/n-y/n you really look like a monster. *sits on the bed annoyed*
*"what have i done? Maybe i could have listened to jake? Is that right? Maybe he doesn't even likes me and he did it because he was drunk?"*
To be continued~
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FanficY/N is a member of a k-group called g-nee, of hybe labels. Once at KBS musicbank her group is against enhypen. she's dreaming of winning it, since it's their first time. and there she meets her first love, Her enemy-Sim Jaeyun.
