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: the night :
⚠️ *tw - sh & suicide attempt & graphic* ⚠️
I guess the walk wasn't a bad idea after all.
Thinking about it all.
I had on a black hoodie and sweats.
Dragging my walk across the paths.
Streetlights on.
Stars out.
All you could hear was the cars and crickets chirping.
There's nothing left for me here, now that's Arias gone.
I just wanted to join her.
So we could be in paradise together, forever.
I walked across the tv store.
The windows, reflecting my face.
I turned towards it.
I looked horrible, like a ghost.
My cheeks were red and dry, the bags under my eyes as if I've haven't been getting sleep.
I mean I haven't.
I looked thinner than usual.
My hair, it was tangled.
Just all over the place.
I was completely disgusted of myself.
I pulled my cheeks, "ew".
I let myself get like this.
"It's not like you'll look like this for long" I say to myself and continue walking.
I headed back to my apartment.
I walk inside, bill rushed up to me.
"Y/n! Where were you!" He said pulling me into a hug.
I quickly pull back.
"I just took a walk" I said avoiding eye contact.
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take my hand, give it a chance
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