This chapter is based on the song
'Daddy issues' by the Neighborhood.
Please read it with the music <3
‼️Warning‼️
Mention of suicide
Suicidal actions and thoughts
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| Stella's POV |
It was finally time for my cousin's Quinceañera and everyone was going crazy, my Tía was helping my cousin dress,Mrs Morales was helping in the kitchen and well Miles and i were just getting ready like the rest of the people.
I wore a short white dress with no sleeves and a leather jacket and some sneakers, my hair was curled and i put on some makeup.
I walked out the door and saw Miles, looking at me.
"Well,damn."he said, looking at me up and down.
"What?" I asked, my arms folded.
"U look pretty.."
He said as he stuffed his hands in his pockets.
"U don't look so bad urself.."
I said, smiling slightly at Miles.
Miles chuckled and we walked to the dining room, where almost half of my family was standing, laughing, smiling actually being happy.
It made my heart flutter at the sight of this.
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The party continued,till it got to the part where, my cousin and her dad had to dance.
Some musicà started playing and i sat down at s table with a drink my hand,Miles standing folding his arms and Venom complaining that the music was too loud and the lights made his eyes sting
He was practically screaming into my ear.
Soon my cousin's dad and her started dancing, they were smiling and laughing as they danced.
I felt so jealous.
"go ahead and cry little girl."
I hated the fact that my cousin could have a happy and good life
and i couldn't.
"Nobody doesn't like u too."
"I know how much it matters to you."
My heart started beating and my breathing quickened
"I know that u've got daddy issues."
Tears formed in my eyes and i just continued to watch.
I couldn't take it anymore.
There was a loud ringing in my ear and Venom was screaming so loud in my ear.
Miles came up to me and touched my shoulder.
"Are you ok?"Miles asked me.
I just kept quiet and ran out of the room.
I ran and ran till i got outside and ran up the fire escape till i got to the roof.
I just stood still and cried silently.
I held my head, trying to keep Venom quiet.
I looked down and looked at my wrists, the scars on them.
I stood on the edge of the roof, letting my arms free.
"STELLA!"i heard someone yell
I just closed my eyes and fell.
Suddenly someone took my hand and pulled me up.
My eyes were still closed.
Why didn't that person leave me?
I wanted to die.
Why did they care?
I wanted to kill myself.
I wanted to see my mother again.
I just couldn't.
Take
It
Anymore.
Life is so fucked up.
"go ahead and cry little girl."
"Nobody doesn't like u too."
"I know how much it matters to you."
"I know that u've got daddy issues"
"And if you were my little girl."
"I'd do whatever i could do."
"I'd run away and hide with u."
"I know that u've got daddy issues."
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A/N
The chapter is something else.
It's based on true stuff.
Anyways i love you all and thank you sm for the reads💞
