Enhypen Yandere Oneshots

Sim Jaehyun ~ Other Side

Being cast out is a feeling I can never relate to. My natural blonde hair, ocean blue eyes and a slim figure always attracted unnecessary attention.

I never liked being the centre of attention. I get all fidgety and that also doesn't allow me to have time for myself or my family.

My younger sister was quite different from me. Not only in behavior and personality but also in external appearance. She had raven hair which she inherited from our father, and brown orbs. She was chubby and relatively louder.

Despite our differences we were close. Or that is what I thought we were until Sim Jaehyun entered the scene.

Sim Jaehyun or simply Jake, was a man with high morals though his friend group consisted of playboys and cheaters.

He was a year older than me. We met during one of the parties hosted by the seniors. Y'know the parties that are hosted by seniors but they invite some juniors? Specially junior girls? Well I too was invited.

I had somehow ended up in an ugly situation. He had helped me back then and also dropped me off at home. But I regret going to the party and even more regret taking his help when he asked me if I needed a lift back home.

After that incident, we met frequently. Sometimes he'd gift me chocolates, other times he would treat me lunch and some other times he'd help me in studies. I didn't know if I liked the attention but my friends claimed I did. So I believed them though the uneasy feeling when I was with him never left and said something else.

I concluded that maybe it's because I have feelings for him that I feel so restless and cautious around him. It was obviously confusing for me to identify whether my feelings were due to 'love' or due to 'danger'. Maybe it was a mechanism of my body to let me know that this man is not good and that I should stay away from him.

But I decided not listen to my gut and how I wish I could turn back time and say 'no' to his proposal. We dated for 2 years. Two freaking years! Those 2 years gave me so many things I never asked for, pain, fear, heartache, health issues, depression, anxiety, trust issues and trauma. During that time, i realized how messed up he and his friends were.

His clean, nice, good guy image only existed in those silly conversations. In reality he was no better than his friends. He'd do all sorts of shits and expect me to be okay. There were countless times we broke up but by the next day or so, we always ended up together. Maybe it was my stupid submissive nature that made him so invested in me. He always, I repeat 'always' had me in his palms, right where he wanted me. He was and still is disgusting and sick. His smile haunts me and i am disgusted everytime he touches me.

My younger sister has always been desperate for attention and love. She has always been a subject of gossip due to her appearance. My quiet, composed, calm and 'feminine' nature only did her harm as people always compared her to me. It destroyed her confidence and made her what she is now. I have tried to talk it out with her but she is dead set on not talking to me. I can't bring myself to blame her when I know she too is a victim. I feel so bad that I have somehow unintentionally hurt her from my presence.

After our 'real' breakup, Jake played dirty and started flirting with my sister, Isabella. I knew it was nothing as he was incapable of truly loving someone. From his stares to their kisses, I knew he was playing her. I tried to tell that to Bella but she accused me of being jealous.

She said i was jealous and so much more. This led to serious fights, in one of which my mother had slapped her. My mother wasn't violent but she was angry as she thought that Isabella had seduced Jake and manipulated him to break up with me. Though it's a fat lie, as it was I, who dumped him after I got to know he cheated on me for the nth number of time.