Born To Die | | Natasha Romanoff x Fem reader

~Chapter fourteen~

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Y/n POV:
"My beautiful baby...how cruel the world was to you. You don't have to deal with that anymore. It's your choice. You can come with me if you want?" i saw my mother smiling at me and couldn't believe my eyes. "Mama?" i spoke quietly as i felt my bottom lip quivering. "But mama the avengers-", "What about them? They never treated you like family. They never even wanted you around."

"But Wanda and peter, I know they need me. I can't leave them alone." i heard my voice break, "Let me show you something, okay?" she smiled kindly, reaching out a hand for me to grab.

I hesitated but decided to trust her. "Everyone from our family who died is here, waiting for you.", "Where is maya?" i asked, confused as I looked around and saw many faces i couldn't recognize but not maya's.

"Oh my love, Maya is not here." she looked at me sadly, "W-what?!" I exclaimed, my eyes widening, "Where is she?", "She's not dead y/n." my mother looked at me seriously. "I can feel her." she explained, I couldn't believe what I had just heard. "But if she's alive, then I have to find her mama, i'm sorry I can't stay here. I have to find her."

Sighing, she let go of my hand and looked at me, "I missed you so much, my baby and when you find Maya, tell her how much I miss her, okay?" she spoke on the verge of tears. Nodding, I smiled at her, "I promise. We will meet again, okay? Not now, but some day." i spoke quietly and she looked up at me as a tear rolled down her cheek. Giving me a kiss on my forehead, she gave me a warm smile and let go of my hand so I could go back to my life.

After giving my mother one last smile, I felt as I reconnected with my body. I felt the warmth of someone holding my hand and the pain I was in after the last mission. I felt the medical stuff that was connected to my body and heard someone talking. Was that Wanda? No, not Wanda, it was Natasha!

Slowly I tried to open my eyes and move, "Y/n?" it was definitely Natasha but why would she sit by my bedside when she hates me so much? Opening my eyes, I saw the redhead sitting beside my bed, her hand leaving mine as soon as I looked at her green eyes. "How are you feeling?" she asked after clearing her throat. "My back-" i croaked out, my voice sore due to not being used for god knows how long.

"Here drink," she handed me a cup with water, holding her own hand under it to steady it in my shaky grib, "I've already notified the others they will be here soon to check on you." she informed me before getting up to make her way out. "Nat wait, please." i stopped her, turning around she looked at me waiting for an answer, "What you did in the base...I thought you don't like me..." i started but she only looked at me confused, "What are you talking abo-", "The kiss, Natasha." i interrupted her and saw how her features changed for a second before she managed to hide it.

"I don't know what you're talking about. You lost a lot of blood. You must have been hallucinating." she stated before she opened the door and walked out.

It didn't take long until the others walked in. First was Wanda and she immediately came over to me hugging, being cautious not to hurt me.

"Maya is alive," i mumbled into wandas neck. Pulling away she looked at me with wide eyes, "Are you sure?", "Yes I saw my mother. She told me that maya is alive somewhere."

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After I managed to persuade bruce to let me go he told me to take it easy and if I feel something is wrong that I have to immediately come to see him. He gave me painkillers for my back as I slowly made my way out of the medical center with Wandas help, "Do you want to go to your room?" she asked me as we walked, "Yes please."

The way to my room felt like an eternity. The pain in my back was strong even with the painkillers but I didn't want anyone to see it so I kept a straight face. "You know you don't have to act all tough around me." Wanda spoke while we stood in the elevator as I was against the wall with my side to releave some pain. I was going to say something but then I remembered, this little witch can read minds.

"Come on let's go," she smiled wrapping her arm around my body after the elevator dinged and the doors opened. In my room, Wanda helped me lay down and put some pillows behind by back as I lay on my side. "Do you wanna eat something?" she asked me softly making me shake my head slightly. Due to these strong meds I was getting very tired and wanda knew that. She laid my phone beside me along with the meds and some water.

"Just let me know if you need me okay?" she mumbled, I nodded once again and felt her leaving a kiss on my head before she left the room and closed the door.

It didn't take long for me to fall into a deep sluber as I felt the pain slowly disappearing, thanks to the meds.

I woke up around 1am as I felt the need to pee. Breathing heavily I rolled around in bed and slowly got up. I walked at the wall to have something to lean on as I walked into the bathroom. I finished my business and decided that now I wanted a snack.

I slowly made my way out of my room and walked along the wall of the hallway when suddenly I heard noises from Natashas' room. I stood in front of the door, now clearly hearing that she was having a nightmare. Should I go in? I mean she makes it pretty clear that she doesn't like me, but still, nightmares...

Hello friends, I know it's been a while on this book and I'm sorry but I had no ideas for the further plot :/ but I do now! And I will try updating as much as possible. I hope you liked this chapter, stay safe, friends<3
07/09/23
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