Terry Essence (Beomkai / Soobjun / Taegyu / Taejun)

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Beomgyu doesn’t know what he feels right now. The lie, the betrayal—it was really his Kai. There’s no way a person who looks exactly like him will have the same moles too. He fell in love with Kai because of his sweetness, innocence, and Kai was his happy pill. He signed up for the Tinder app just to stalk Kai’s profile. He can’t believe what he found out.

Kai joined the app after two weeks of dating Beomgyu, which means Kai has lived his double life as a college student and as an adult entertainer for one year and two months now. And not once did Beomgyu catch his actions.

Kai started his content with his solo video, but Beomgyu couldn’t watch it. It feels like Kai is twisting a knife into his heart.

He found out after eight weeks of Kai doing his solo content, Kai started to collab with other users from the app. Sometimes it's a boy, sometimes it’s a girl. There’s a few threesome videos too, and one video caught Beomgyu's attention because Kai was wearing their matching shirt.

Beomgyu wants to forget it. His eyes begin to burn, threatening a tear to fall. He rubs a rough sleeve across his face.

His pure, innocent love is hurting him.

Now that Beomgyu knows the reason why Kai is getting away from him, he doesn’t care to check his phone. He didn’t block Kai; he stopped sending him texts too.

He let Kai do whatever he wanted and waited until Kai remembered him; he wanted to break up with him. He deserves an explanation; he deserves to know the reason why Kai is living a life like that; he wants Kai to apologize to him; and most importantly, he wants to know if Kai really loves him or is still in love with him.

                                      
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"You know, you can join me and watch me get off again, maybe my viewers will pay me a lot for the content. I never bring someone into my live streaming.” 

"They will see my face.” Taehyun raised his eyebrow at Beomgyu. All this time, he jokingly asked Beomgyu to join his live, but Beomgyu never answered him back. Beomgyu always changes the topic, Beomgyu replied is kind of new to him.
 

"They never saw my real face because I wear a mask when I do the streaming. Maybe you can sit in front of me, and the camera will only catch your back, not your face.”

"We can try that. Wait, what about if I help blow you  off?" Beomgyu's eyes lit up, and he suddenly got excited by the idea.

"Nice joke, Beomgyu.” Beomgyu pouted at Taehyun’s reply. “I am not joking.”

"Don’t. Just don't, Beomgyu. You have a great life now, a good job, and stable finances. Don’t ever get yourself into this dark hole. You might get addicted.” Taehyun really meant it.

Beomgyu’s life is now perfect for Taehyun; why does even Beomgyu want to do that? He doesn’t want Beomgyu to make the same mistakes as him.

"Just like my boyfriend? Get addicted to the content he did. Lying to my face said he is always busy with assignments and family, but he turns on his camera and has a fucking dirty sex with other people, even wore our matching shirt.” Beomgyu murmured at the last sentence.

"what?” Taehyun is confused by Beomgyu's statement.

Beomgyu passes his phone to Taehyun, and Taehyun takes the phone with a confused face. “Look at the picture, it’s me and my boyfriend,” Beomgyu said.

Taehyun looks at Beomgyu’s phone.

The boyfriend….

"Kamal?!"

"It’s Kai Kamal Huening. My fucking boyfriend, who neglected me for days, even weeks, and just replied to me with one chat, doesn’t bother to call me or ask if I’m doing okay or not. He’s the one who couldn’t let me go when I moved to Seoul, but he’s the one who ghosted me.” Beomgyu rants out; he fights the tears that fall from his eyes.

"Oh no…” Taehyun leans forward toward Beomgyu and hugs him.

"No, Gyu, I’m so sorry. I didn’t know that. You don’t deserve that, Beomgyu. I’m so sorry.” Taehyun patted Beomgyu’s back softly. Beomgyu can’t hold it anymore; he was crying on Taehyun's shoulder.

"It’s okay, Gyu. Just let it out. I’m here... I’m here. I won’t leave you,” Taehyun whispered in Beomgyu’s ear.

...

"Honey, Terry is live now!” Yeonjun excitedly called Soobin.

Yeonjun and Soobin watch the streaming together but something is different tonight; Terry is not alone.

"Who is that?” Soobin asked.

"I don’t know, but damn, look at the boy’s body! It's so beautiful and milky.” Yeonjun's palm is his clothed shaft.

Terry pulled Ben to sit on his lap, and Ben let out a soft moan.

The viewers can only see Ben’s body; Terry definitely won’t show his partner's face.

Terry saw 'midnightmuse’ user join his live; he smirked and left the wet kisses on Ben’s shoulder.

"My dear lovers,... May I introduce him as my content partner for Terry Essence?"