My life is as perfect as how Einstein can perfect every equations in Algebra. I have a supportive father who supports all my wants and needs. I have a caring mother who always cook my favorite dish and she always take care of me and provide my needs.
But, not everything can be perfect, even Einstein have flaws, and my family just looks perfect, but we are not, all of it is just an act. My father starts acting strange, even my mother.
Si Mommy ay bumibili nalang sa mga fast food chain at ibibigay sakin, tapos iiwan na ako.
Si Daddy, madalas na syang wala sa bahay.
Kung dati, ang saya pa kapag nasa bahay ako, pero isang araw, Feb 6, at 7:35 am, my Father left our house, with his new partner. Tito Joseph, my Father is gay.
While weeks after that, my graduation, my grandma is the one who attended it, and when I got home. I saw my Mother, kissing a girl, Tita Sydney. My Mother is Lesbian.
They both are really not into each other, because they love someone, the same gender, and i'm just a mistake, and after that‚ they decided to hurt me, and be free, while i'm in prison of my own thoughts.
The ambience of the house saddened, because I am left alone.
Lumipat si Lola at Lolo sa bahay para may kasama ako sa bahay, at para may katulong din ako.
I thought, everything will be fine na, okay na kasi ako, okay na lahat, not until that fucking "tragedy" happen.
I got rape, and my Tito Joseph did it, while Tita Sydney told him to.
"Hindi pa ba sapat para sainyo na sinira n'yo ang pamilya ko?!" Pasigaw na tanong ko, habang naka tingin sa kawalan.
"Hindi kailan man namin sinira ang pamilya mo." bulong ni Tito Joseph
"Dahil umpisa palang, hindi na buo ang pamilyang sinasabi mo" sarkastikong dugtong ni Tita Sydney.
I don't know anything, while they know everything, maybe that's why they look fine while i'm here, still confuse.
Holding on, is the hardest thing i have to do. Isang bagay nalang ang dahilan bakit ako nag papatuloy, at 'yon ang pangarap ko.
"Lola, papasok na po ako" pag papaalam ko kay Lola na nasa sala at nagbabasa ng dyaryo habang ako ay pababa ng hagdan.
Pagkarating ko ng sala ay bumeso ako sakanya.
"Mag ingat ka, ha? Nandyan na ba sa bag mo ang baon mo?" Tumango lang ako at inuga ang bag ko "Yung panyo mo? Bawal ka mapawisahan dahil baka mag amoy asim ka." tinawanan ko nalang si Lola bago ako lumabas at sumakay ng bike ko.
May pangarap ako, marami akong pangarap, at nandyan pa si Lola, kahit wala na si Lolo, andyan pa si Lola, kahit para nalang sakanya, mag papatuloy ako.
I'm not born like this, but i grow up like this.
I was hurt so many times, and those pain and struggles, a strong version of me was born, so thank you for pain.
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I don't really like this Prologue, pero sana magustuhan n'yo, ito lang kasi kinaya ko. But don't you all worry, if I got a time I'll revise this.
(edit) edit ko ‘to sa susunod‚ pero sa susunod pa.
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