Chapter 5. A new start

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Dear diary,
How does nothing go my way? I always get the worse end of things. Yesterday every thing went wrong I wished the floor would swallow me up!! And the fact I threw up over everything, I just wish my panic attacks were under control!!
See you soon,
Love clove x

"Aright, that's all of it" mum says packing the last of my suitcase." I can't believe I'm leaving!" I say zipping up my carry on. "it's a fresh new start" mum begins as we grab the last of my things and have a family meal before my departure to America.

In the car my nerves are building, I'm starting a new chapter of my life, one that I can't believe is happening. I'm so excited. I can make new friends and start a new life on my own doing what I want.

"Wake up!" Mum starts shouting. I open my eyes and dart a confused look at her. "your going to be late darling" mum says brushing my hair out of my face. I soon remember where I am and what I'm going to do. I roll my suitcase out the car and mum kisses me on the forehead softly. "you are going to be alright, aren't you?" Mum says concerned. "of course I will!" I say reassuringly. and it was all over like that, the longest good bye turned out to be the shortest. I turn around and walk into the airport, I can hear sobbing in the distance - my mum.

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