STRICT DADDA S2

why are you all so good

I don't what happened but just a my face turn into smiley one. Because of you guys I am so happy now. But because of this exam fear i can't even sleep now. I sleep at 12.00 and get up 5.30 to see the online tution classes it's so hard for because it's maths tommorow i don't even know what happened I am becoming full of weak. My eyes got infection. Because of that my eyes is red for the god sake i don't why it happened to me only. My brother's salary is going because of my check ups and every fucking thing. I am feeling burden for him don't know why. Also I can't now see much phone because of infection. I had to specs and plaster on my leg . I have to go like i don't know what will people think looking at me a weak shit?????. Ahhh I know I am overthinking. Because I don't have anyone to say my worryness now. Because my brother is giving my cold shoulder now . Am I that weak or that careless stubborn girl