told you he didn't care ..... He's just another ass hole to not tell you when you annoy him he didn't try and stop you he just gave you a better reason to self harm... He told you it was stupid of you to do it and asked you if it was real then when you showed him how real it was he told you that you were messed up.. Go ahead and go cut yourself again... Don't leave forever leave for a few seconds or minuets as the pain makes you numb .. To we're no one can hurt you or touch you.. Your in control and in ease
Just think about it
Love ,
Your mind
P.s. stop telling him that you find him attractive because he probably thinks your the ugliest person that God put on this planet earth!! And you better start realizing how ugly you are !!! Because you are truly a piece of shit