what's it gonna be

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if I had a fatter ass,
bigger boobs,
less sass
would you
look at me and not pass
if I was a genius,
fashionable,
gentle
would you
look at me like
I give you utter and complete happiness
what makes me and her different
her daddy's money or
my obvious daddy issues
her mommy's homemade cookies
and my mommy who shoves books at me
what makes her better than me
her Gucci bag and her jacuzzi
or is it
my brain and my pain
how does she deserve your love
and I deserve to be shoved
what's it gonna be
her or me
what's it gonna be
her or me

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