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(Nintendo 64. Alo and Diver sibling angst)
(Alohas pov)
Im sitting alone in my room, cold and alone.. ^just like always^ im clouded with my thoughts yet again, theyre loud, overlapping one another... "..I cant do this... I dont want to suffer anymore..." i mumble to myself...
"Hey.. 'Lo? C-Can I come in..?" Divers voice called from the other side of my door... ^Im sorry ive failed you, little brother.^ "Sure, come in.." I sighed, watching as Diver came into my room, sitting on my bed next to me.. It was silent for a moment..
"Diver, i cant take it anymore. Im ending it tonight."
(divers pov)
^What?^ is all that ranged in my head, I looked at Aloha, my older brother, with pure worry and panic. "A-Aloha- You- You dont mean that right-?!"
"Ill end it all, with either a whole bottle of prozac or a shiny kitchen knife.." Aloha spoke, seeming to not hear my words of distress.. "Aloha.." I knew I couldnt do anything, it had been too far late to make things better.
"When im dead, youll have my nintendo 64... You can play it all night long, sitting on the basement floor.." Aloha smiled faintly, I just cried.. "L-Loha.." I couldnt speak, what even could I say? ^I failed to be there for him..^ I just cried, Aloha sat with me, cradling me in his arms until I fell asleep...
(Alohas pov)
"Im sorry, lil bro.." I sat up from my bed, carrying Diver back to his room and putting him down on his bed. ^Your everything I used to be, dont fail me like ive failed myself..^
I tucked Diver nicely into bed, pressing a gentle kiss onto his cheek before leaving the room. I went to the bathroom, grabbing the bottle of prozac...
(Hours later, Divers pov.)
"Mmnn..?" I groaned, waking up with a bad feeling in my chest, I remembered the stuff Aloha said earlier.. "No- N-No! Nononono!!!"
...
(time skip to weeks later..)
It felt like yesterday, when I found my brother sitting on the bathroom floor with an empty bottle of prozac in his hands.. I couldnt even bring myself to go to his funeral. Ive just been sitting in the basement, on the floor, playing on Alohas nintendo 64, all night long..
"..." I was quiet, just watching the colors blare on the tv screen. Ive cut contact with everyone, I couldnt bring myself to do anything anymore.
"...Im sorry, big bro...."
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