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im living in fear doubting myself not even looking deep within myself to find potential.
————————————————————————— -DEZERAAE-
Raae was woken up when she heard juniors voice talking making her sit up seeing him seating on the edge of the bed with his phone up to His ear.
"Baby I know I got busy last night let me make it up to you "junior spoke into the phone .
Raae's face instantly scrunched as baby replayed in her head .
Getting up she grabbed her dress on the side of the bed then put it on gaining juniors attention.
"Bae imma hit you back I love you to"junior rushed off the phone .
She slid her feet into her sandals then snatched her phone off the bed "can you take me home?"
"Yea when you lose the attitude"junior shrugged as he continued to click on his phone .
"Don't have a attitude now can you take me home as of right now I have stuff to do."she crossed her arms
"You got sum to do at 5 sum in the morning be fucking frl but alright." Junior sassy ass responded
Lastnight everything became a blur after all them shots she don't even remember nothing from leaving the club up until here .
Getting up junior grabbed his car keys then walk out the room leaving raae to follow behind him.
For some reason the car ride seemed longer than she expected but she was happy to see him pulling up in her drive way.
Quickly she got out the car making sure to shut the door hard then walked to the front door quietly opening the door.
The minute she got in the door there was her mom waiting in the living room.
"Raae you getting real out of fucking hand coming into my house at anytime of the night and the morning" her mom fussed the minute she walked in
"Ma I'm sorry but you don't have to yell I'm to tired for all that "raae covered her eyes as she felt the headache become worse .
"This my house I can yell all I want to I will not have you interrupting my peace cause you wanna be out there hoeing around "her ma used her finger and pointed at the door while yelling
Raae scoffed when she heard hoe come out her mothers mouth "there's no way you jus sat there and called me a hoe... and it's cool when Xavier do it."
She allowed Xavier to do whatever he wanted but the minute she did one simple thing she catch a whole bitch fit.
"Raae you grown your 19 years old its time for you to find your own space because i cant deal with the shit you got going on in your life its getting to the point where yo bullshit starting to stress me out ." that was the last thing her mother said before she walked off
Them words made her mad because she loved her mom and sometimes she felt like she didn't love her back.
Shaking her head she walked up to her room - as of rn raae was exhausted and need a long nap before figuring out what she was gone do to make Money for her own apartment .
-few hours later-
for the pass 2 hours raae used her time figuring out what she could do to make enough money for her own apartment which led up to her contacting savion about modeling .
previously before she contacted him she did have a whole breakdown doubting herself considering not many people found her pretty especially since the action she chose to make it just seems like in her eyes everyone thought she was ugly and wasnt good enough, she even thought she was good enough to model.
raae took a look at her phone after feeling it vibrate instantly becoming shocked when the text from savion stated her first photo shoot would be tomorrow at 2:30.
a big smiled covered raae's face as she thought this could be a new beginning for her.
picking up her phone she dialed ravens number excited to tell her bestfriend about the news.
"hey my pumpkin spice whatchu doing!" raven spoke into the phone the minute she answered
"girlaaaa why i got a modeling photo shoot tomorrow omgggg"raae squealed being really excited
"omggg raae im so happy for you!, do you want to spend the night at my house so tomorrow in the morning i can do your wig and makeup because i just made this bomb ass wig and you would most def rock this jet black wig ."raven suggested
thats one reason why raae loved raven she was a happy supportive person and always had her back no matter what it was raven was honestly her sister .
"yes ma'am im ordering my uber right now pook" raae agreed going on the uber app ordering her uber.
raae couldnt wait for her car to get out the shop on sunday she deadass missed being behind the wheel
