This Time..Let Me Love You

Chapter -7 🖤💙

All the thinking part will be in bold letters

All the flashback will be in italic

The door was closed as soon as Matt opened it. She was softly pushed to the wall. Darkness ruled over her room while a bedside lamp was showering it's mild light on the two bodies almost pasted to each other. The man looked haggard as if looking for some salvation that he could only find in her and thus proceeded with burying himself in her chest, kissing his way from her cleavage upto her neck while sucking her exposed skin there in tiny. Matt was lost in the sensation. Her fingers move in his hair clutching it lightly and pulling her man to let him dig more. After all it was not easy for her to be so close yet so far from him, the one she has loved for so long , it was her time to give in to her desires specially when she knows that soon a day is to arrive when he will leave her when she shatters him on lines of betrayal but Matt could not let this happen. The more she takes him close the more pieces of his heart will pierce her and to her help lightning struck at the right time and Matt was back to her senses though she loved every part of this intimate moment she very well knew more than love it's coming from the place of desperation. An attempt to shut down the thoughts worrying him now for quiet a few days but she knew this is no solution and if anything can really give him a peace of mind it's only an honest conversation and so her fingers that were pulling his hair started caressing him and she says

"Rob...can we talk instead?"

Rob is breathy, he is almost panting on her neck and rests his head on her shoulders and as he realises Matt has stopped her hand's movement..

"Don't..don't stop..Matt...please" Rob hugs her tightly his manly aura going down to be someone who needed to be held

"I need you, in any way that you can help me but please help me get all these threatening thoughts out of mind"

"What is happening with you Rob. You know this is too risky. Build is almost next door yet you came here"

"Risk? we have already risked a lot Matt. I have risked a lot and if this is making us scared then imagine the day they both will know how we have been planning this LA saga"

Giving him a pat Matt holds his hand and takes him to bed both lie down hugging each other

"I have also risked a lot Rob but we had to do this , for them"

"I don't know anymore i don't know if we are right, if we were ever right to do this. We ourselves decided that they needed this. Sometimes i feel i should not have listened to you"

"Rob I know I brought you into this but trust me we are not wrong.You did see them today in the park , right?
And then when Bible dropped us to the hotel they seemed like they were ready to open up to each other again.

"Yes but you didn't see my brother's questioning eyes Matt ,when he found me that day at Lily's house. I lied to him at his face. When he was probably disturbed about seeing Build after so many years, he was unaware that his elder brother is talking to his girlfriend planning how to make them meet again and then making him to go to that park in the name of a meeting just so he can meet Build .It all feels so conspired" He sighs

"Do you blame me for this?"
"No" Rob caresses her cheeks. "I know what your intentions are..it's just that.."
"What Rob?"
"I don't want to loose my brother "
"I can loose my friend too"
" I know but you know Build is so kind at heart he will eventually forgive you. He will understand your reasons. But Bible won't understand me. Fuck he won't even listen to me. I have done this years ago when i one day suddenly took him to Build's house . Though they didn't meet and we retreated back but it was months he didn't talk to me . I still remember his empty eyes"