This Time..Let Me Love You

Chapter 14💙🖤

"Biu, let me do it properly. Stop locking me." Bible said as Biu back hugged him tightly while he was preparing food for Biu.

"You were lecturing me while you yourself have not had dinner. It's 9 pm now. What were you even doing?"

"Driving to come to you" Biu said pecking Bible's cheeks. And that earned him the most beautiful shy smile.

"Soup is ready. Sorry i don't have much here. Mom dad left house like they are leaving for a month or so. I just ate the last pack of noodle. But I guess there is some bread. I will toast them for you."

"No, i won't have bread . Soup is enough."

"What enough. Your stomach has been making noises . How will a liquid meal be enough. You won't be able to sleep properly."

"No , Ben please. I think I should cut down a bit. I am getting out of shape" Biu looked at himself in the window glass and pouted sadly.

"Who is telling you all this nonsense. You are the cutest and the perfect"

"Yes , that's why you never do anything with me right?" Biu thought

But to Biu's failing endeavours Bible ultimately made him eat three bread pieces with hot soup. And this meal was the one Biu  enjoyed fully in a long time. Afterall what else do you want than someone to feed you with care and love.

They both sat down in the living room , on the floor resting their back on the sofa and their hands interlocked.

"I went to meet Matt today . She didn't look fine. Tried to hide it but I can easily get her"
"I can understand, even Rob is a disaster nowadays. I guess it's our turn to conspire for them to meet"
Both laugh.

"Also , Rob brought me a script today. He said he sees you perfect as a lead but it's a love story " Bible made  an annoyed face.
"Wow, I would love to do it. That too under your direction. Tell me who will be my love interest" Biu teased

"No one. Me right here is your only love interest. And you stop doing all these romantic dramas , do the thriller ones." Biu hugged him "Ok , as you say my only love interest "

Bible and Build would have never thought it back then that they will someday be sitting like this together and discussing talking like boyfriends .They never expected even friendship to remain same. But now that they are doing it , Bible just couldn't stop smiling.

"You are happy?" Biu asks
"Why do you ask"
"Because you are smiling like a fool"
Bible chuckles

"I am" Bible kissed Biu's knuckles. All these years I was just a wanderer. I was just breathing for the sake of it. Meeting people, doing work, pretending to moving on and indulging myself in the fake world funs. Not to lie many tried to be a part of my life. But i  always ended up feeling that vaccum. Lost in the search of a cement to fill in the cracks, the voids in my withered life. Couldn't find any." He breathed in and turned to Biu "Because I only wanted you, no one else could enter my space. I created big walls with fences, high enough to block their view of mine. They would jump and throw themselves at me but i pushed back as hard as i can. And just a sight of you smashed all the walls in a second Biu. Because i was finally standing infront of the one I was looking for. The one I was waiting for. The one i thought I would never meet again. The strongest fence became the weakest for you. If I was a dying plant , you are the life inducing water to me. As rigid as I was for the world still I was dying to be melted by you and I did. You broke my resolve. Your heat melted me like a molten and I am ready to be shaped by you however you want. Now I don't want to just breathe because I need to , but I want to live. Live with you everyday. Again. We were always in an unrealised relationship Biu. We are just back after a long breakup. And I know I was the heart breaker, the one at fault. But i promise i will take your heart and merge it in mine to protect it forever, enclosing it deep. I want to love you Biu. I want to love you like crazy. I want to love you with each passing breath. And I know i sound dramatic but i don't have any subtle way to tell you my feelings. I want to fill you with love. I want to be the reason of the first smile of your every new day and last smile by the end of it. I want to build a beautiful castle world with you and place you on the throne of it. I love you so much Biu. I love you. I love you so much."