It was six thirty and my alarm clock kept going off and off. I put my hand on the alarm clock looking for the snooze button, I finally reached it.
I sat in bed for a couple of minutes and acknowledged my existence in this world, I was a nobody in this world. I wanted to be seen and heard and acknowledged. Except everything always turned bad if it involved me.
I walked to the bathroom and starred at myself in the mirror. The voices were in my head. "You're ugly, fat, no-one will ever like you." I believed every word that was said to me in the past sixteen years.
I am sixteen years of age, I was raised in a small town in Maine. Augusta to be exact. I only had one friend in my whole life. She developed cancer and eventually died. My family life is broken, my parents are divorced and my life always has a downside to it.
Listen, I gotta go. I'll continue this journal later.
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Fanfiction"Why does everything have to have a downside?" "A downside?" "Yes a downside."
