Fyodor.
It's been awhile since he's been gone.
I haven't kept track.
He's a feared man.
But his ability's Beautiful.
I was never scared.
Of his beauty.
He's the first one.
who has touched my heart in this way.
And the last.
I'm never going to get close with anyone.
Not again.
I thought as such killing him.
Would make me free.
As in I shouldn't get tied down
By my emotions.
But lately,It's been the farthest from it.
I feel more Trapped than ever before.
I'm free,yes.
But it doesn't feel right.
My wings have been torn.
I've broken out.
But I can't spread my wings
What's the point if I can't fly?
Without the one who made this possible.
Is it worth it all?
It's not freedom.
Without him.
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Destined to|Fyolai
FanfictionThis short-short story is told in letter-like poems. Partially Inspired by Creantzyy's "Path to freedom" Fan-comic. Nikolai&Fyodor perspectives. Art creds to Creantzyy ofc TW:Death
