Hate You - Lovers To Enemies ( book # 01 )

E L E V E N

A L E X

Fuck what I did. I run a hand through my hair. Being frustrated with everything. I look at her fading figure as she walks away somewhere. As much as I want to run after her and tell her that no... I will die if she dies. Because my hate for her is big. But my love for her is bigger. And my obsession with her is out of limits. But still I turn out and leave from there. Knowing very well what a big idiot I am.
I went into the class room and sat on my seat. Alan and Jack were there as they came up to me.
" Yo bro what pissed you off this much " Jack said sitting beside me.
" Probably Clara. he was pissed off from morning because Clara went with Damon, " Alan said, sitting on the desk. Looking at me
I roll my eyes.
" I don't want to talk about anything right now " I said, putting my head on my arm lying on the desk. I heard someone entering the classroom but I ignored it.
" What happened with Alex? " I heard Han's voice. As I look up at him with my emotionless eyes.
" Bro, are you on drugs? " He said, looking at me with wide eyes.
" What? No.. I am not " I said, clearing his confusion . I sigh when I see Josh and Dante entering the classroom.
Great, just what I wanted.
I roll my eyes once out of frustration.
" Are you pissed off because of that bitch " Dante said, making my blood burn in my body. How dare he.
I quickly got up and pulled him by his collar.
" Don't you dare ever say something like this about her. " Everyone around me looked towards me with wide eyes.
" Why are you behaving like this? Huh you said lots of bad stuff about her. " Dante snapped.
" That was different. Now she is my wife and one word about her can send you to hell. Keep that in mind " I left his collar. Still glaring towards him. Alan came and stood in front of me.
" Why are you all angry? All these years you have said lots of horrible things to her. And now out of nowhere you get all protective for her. You don't even know how much your damn words affect her mental health "
He said looking in my eyes. With seriousness.
Alan is a cheerful guy who never gets serious. But right now he is really serious. This made me wonder what happened to her mental health.
" What.. What happened to her mental health. To me she is properly fine to kill a person " My words felt like poison to my own tongue but I said them anyways. He kept glaring .
" She told me not to tell anyone but now that you are her Fucking husband. Then hear.
She is diagnosed with PTSD. And her mental health is really bad . She was getting better and then you decided to enter her life again making it all miserable " PTSD... that can't happen. I was left speechless.
" What are you saying Alan " Josh stepped in with wide eyes. Alan turned to him .
" Yes , it's true what you guys even expect to happen after the hell treatment to give to her. "
" She deserved it after what she did to Jennie"
Jack said but as soon as these words left his mouth Han got up giving him a hard punch.
My eyes went wide. Han never punched anyone.
" She did not kill her. Get this shit in your mind " Han yells.
" We saw her with our eyes. She killed her " I said, stepping in front of him.

Please Han give me a reason to believe that she is innocent and I was a fucker please.

" Have you ever let her explain what was happening there? No, you just judge her without listening to her. " I wanted to ask him to explain to me what happened that day. But he left without saying a word.
" Shame on you guys. " Alan followed Han. Leaving me with confusion and I don't know maybe guilt.

I entered my house. And saw lights on. Clara must be home. I walk to her room. Saw her
Sleeping on the bed. While her books were on the bed. I silently walk near her. Looking at her thin body. And her arms filled with cuts.
A tear escaped my eye. But I quickly wiped them away.
Unknowingly I have hurt you so much Angel.
Now I can't even recognize you.
I touch her soft beautiful skin. As she opened her eyes, feeling my touch. She looked at my hand and pushed it away. Before sitting up on the bed.
" What are you doing here Alex? " She said with a cold voice.
" Nothing.. Clara, can you come to my room? I need to talk to you about something. "
" Fine.. Give me minutes. "
I look at her at how she just said yes. I thought she would protest.
I nodded my head and left the room.
After five minutes she entered my room .
" Come here Angel " I tap on the bed. She sighed and sat beside me.
" You wanted to talk about something? " She asked in her low voice.
" Yes.. Why did you never tell me about your PTSD. " I said as her eyes went wide. And mouth open.
" Who.. Who told you about this "
" I have my way, Angel. Now answer my question. " Her jaw clenched.
" You never cared. So I never tell " Her words left like bullets. Oh Angel how I tell you that
I can die for you. But that one horrible moment destroyed everything. And I am too confused to do anything.
" Yeah you are right. I never cared. " My shoulder tensed.
" Anyways, you can go to your room now . Thanks for coming " Without saying anything she was about to get up when her eyes fell on my sleeping pills. She looked at them for a while. And then turn to me.
" Alex..... What happens if a person takes all sleeping pills at once " Her question was really weird but I decided to answer.
" You and I both know what will happen... That person will die "
She nodded before leaving my room.

It's been 5 hours since she left from my room. And from the house. I don't know where she went. It's 11pm right now. Every minute going I am getting more and more desperate to hear the doorbell to ring.
" Where are you Angel? " I looked outside. But it was so dark.
" Fuck I am going to find her " . I pick up the keys and run outside.
I start to find her from the streets to the restaurant.
She was nowhere. My breath starts to get heavy. Where are you Angel? Where are you? Please call me out.
I ran without realising I was running on the road . Until a car nearly hit me.
That person came out yelling.
" Are you Idiot if you want to die? Die understand someone else's car. " I careless about his bullshit so I just ignore him. And again start to ask people about her.
Just call me once my Angel . Just call me once.

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