Broken love

Part VI

<<<Next Morning>>>
Beys POV

I've finally come to the realization that I have to step away from Y/N because last night we cuddled and watched a movie before we went to bed and she had me feelings things I've never felt but part of me also feels bad cause I know she will be hurt.

Mani: Girl what you thinking about you just zoned out

Bey: Can you come to the bathroom cause I really need to talk to you

Y/N: Why y'all gon leave me out in my own crib

Bey: Stfu I gotta talk to my best without people being around

Y/N: Damn my bad

Mani: Awwww you hurt her feelings Bey apologize

Bey: No

Y/N: Nawl she good

Bey: Ok Mani come on

<<<After The Convo>>>

Mani: How you gon tell her

Bey: I don't  know how imma tell Y-

Dee: Tell Y/N what

Mani: Oop I gotta go flip the pancakes HAVE FUN BOOKIE

<<After the Convo with Dee>>

In my mind I'm saying just tell her get it over with and leave it alone but my heart is telling me to hurt her cause imma regret it I don't know how to feel I'm torn but I just wanna get it over with I think imma tell her after breakfast cause I don't want it to be weird or awkward.

<<After breakfast cause I'm lazy>>

Bey: Y/N can I talk to

I see Dee and Mani give me a sympathetic smile

Bey: Ok so I know you feel a away about me and you know the feeling is mutual but idk if I can do this you had me feeling thing I never felt before and that scares me I know we aren't together but I don't think I can do this anymore

She pulls me into her lap and hugs me

Y/N: Bey I feel the same way but I'm willing to work it through and discover it with you we talked about my childhood and mom. I've never been able to do that with somebody beside Dee and my pops

Bey: So you wanna work through it!?

Y/N: Yes

She says leaning in I close the gap and the way me and her lips fits perfectly together, Her lips are so soft she licks my lips to ask for entry I deny it she grabs my ass making me moan she slips her tongue in my mouth but I realize she gotta take me on a date before she do anything.

Y/N: So we thug it out

Bey: Yes

Y/N: I wanna take you on a date next weekend

Bey: Ok I'll let you know when  I'm f-

Nova come rushing in yelling talkin bout "So ThIs WhaT wE DoInG nOw" I'm confused asf cause she get in here like this bitch is deadass crazy like I'm talkin bout came in the bitch pushed through the door.