Y/N POV:
My boyfriend Rafe has been really off recently. He started picking up on using coke again, drinking every night, and hanging around with Barry. I hated when Rafe was like this, but I felt awful. I know he feels like shit about it, and once he falls into the hole, he has a hard time picking himself out of it. I love Rafe with everything in me, no matter what mistake he makes. He is human like the rest of us, and he deserves as many chances as he needs. Some think I am crazy for putting up with him, but at heart he is such a sweet boy. I haven't heard from him in about 2 days, I have been texting and calling but I get no response. This makes me angry, but it also gets me nervous. I decided to go to Topper and Kelce and see if they heard from him.
I walked over to the country club restaurant and found the two, of course drinking and eating.
Y/N: "Kelce! Top! Have you guys heard from Rafe?" I say concerned.
Topper: "We heard from him yesterday, he stopped by for an hour and then left for Barry's house."
Kelce: "I think he mentioned he was staying the night with Barry, I hate when he goes over there." He says shaking his head.
Y/N: "Me too, I better go and check on him though. Thank you guys." I say smiling and leaving.
I got in the car and made my way to Barry's. The only reason I know my way here is because Rafe used to always bring me when he had to pick up his fix. He would always make me wait in the car with the doors locked incase Barry tried pulling a stunt. I hated going here, but I had to make sure he was okay. Eventually, I pulled up to the trailer. For a minute, I considered honking the horn and seeing if he would come out. I couldn't bring myself to leave the car for some reason. But, I had to see him. I slowly got out of the car and walked towards the fire I saw in the back. I heard some voices, but it sounded like only Rafe and Barry.
Y/N: "Rafe? Are you here? It's your girlfriend" I say with a bit of sass.
Next thing I know, Rafe turns the corner and starts rushing toward me. He pulls me behind a tree so Barry can't see the two of us.
Rafe: "Y/N, what are you doing here? I told you to never come out when we are here!" He says whispering yelling.
Y/N: "Im sorry, but I haven't heard from my boyfriend in almost 3 days and I have to sit around and do nothing?! What the fuck is going on Rafe?? Shit needs to turn around real fucking fast because I have honestly had enough."
Rafe: "Y/N, I am sorry babe but this is what I need right now, I can't help myself you know?" He started to rub his hands on his head and began pacing. This is usually the beginning of a panic attack for him.
Y/N: "Rafe its okay, just take a deep breath. I am here with you now, I want you to come home. You are better than this, you deserve it all. Please don't go down this road again, I need you to try and get better for me." I say with tears falling down my face.
These were the words he needed to hear, he thrived off of validation and reassurance.
Rafe: "I am sorry, thank you for staying with me even though I put you through fucking hell and back. I love you so much." He says while pulling me in for a long kiss.
Y/N: "I love you too Rafe, let's go home." I say, grabbing his hand.
648 words.
