I'll stop when I'm thin anorexia.

"Addie come down for breakfast" my mother calls. I run down the stairs to the table,my brother and sister were all ready there.Being the middle child is hard but I don't really mind ,first comes my sister Allie then me and then my brother Barrett. As I eat my pancakes my sister makes a comment I'll never forget," why do you eat so much your almost bigger then me and I'm older". I couldn't believe the words coming out of her mouth . I never looked at my self as fat maybe I was kinda chunky but not fat. As I thought this my brother made another rude comment " yeah porky what is that your fifth pancake ". "It's my second " I shout and leave from the table I can tell they were satisfied with my reaction. I ran back up to my room and looked in my full body mirror. When I looked in the mirror I first looked at my face UGLY popped in my head then I looked at my stomach FAT came to my mind and last My thighs FAT. I could feel the tears wanting to burst out of my eyes. I'll change I won't be fat any more I thought. I'll be the skinniest one in the house. Addie time for school my dad yelled , I quickly wiped the tears from my cheek and applied more mascara and run down stairs and into the car. I take the last row in our red minivan no one ever sits back their. In the car ride to school I plan that I won't eat lunch today or dinner but tomorrow I'll eat only dinner and I will only eat dinner till I'm skinny on top of that I will work out for more then an hour everyday that should make me skinny I thought. As my dad pulls into my school I go straight to the nurses office and ask her if I may weigh my self. Looking down at the scale I'm shocked it read 131lbs I was really fat. I set my goal weight to 120lbs in two weeks.

NO EATING,EXERCISE , EXERCISE

I told my self.