A Second Chance At Redemption

Chapter 5: Nightmares

I was breathing heavily when I woke up and screamed. I had a nightmare again. Memories of that night flashing in my head.i was sweating hard.

Where was Keiran?

The door barged open and keiran rushed in looking all worried and tensed.

"Baby you are fine it's just a dream you are fine" he hugged and coos me.

"I don't want to be alone" I whimpered. "Stay with me" he agreed holding me while I lay on my bed I listened to his heart beat with him rubbing circles on my back. I fell asleep in no times.

Keiran's POV

Guilt.

That's what am feeling right now.

Hatred.

For myself

I caused him pain, I hurt him so much I was his worst nightmare.

the best thing that has ever happened to my life is in pain because of me. I caused it.

I couldn't sleep.

How could I?

I was sure he had many sleepless nights after what I did to him. Am a monster.

I couldn't keep my emotions intact that night and went ahead to hurt an innocent soul. I caused him pains all those months ago.

He will never forgive me for this.

He told me he hates him the monster that did that to him.

He hates me and he doesn't knows it.

What have I done?

I was pained with thought of losing my girlfriend to another person and I went ahead to ruin someone's life and trapped him with a pregnancy.

I am monster.

I need to tell him.

I can't live with myself knowing I hurt him.

Never.