A Second Chance At Redemption

Chapter 7: Good memories

Keiran's POV

Kyle needed time to heal, and I respected his need for space. I understood that trust could not be regained overnight, especially after such a traumatic experience. I vowed to prove to him that I was no longer the person who had hurt him.

But the truth is that I've been miserable without him. I don't want to go through that pain of being left alone again, it kills me.

I sent him more messages than I should in just a day. He doesn't reply to any of it . He hasn't forgiven me yet.
God, why do I always fuck everything up why? He doesn't wants to see me either after requesting many times.

The only solution I have is work. Yes I have to work to forget all my sorrows and having bottles of alcohol by my side is better.

And i'll wait for my love to come back to me when he is ready.

Kyle's POV

Three months.

It's been three long months since keiran moved out. Everything has changed.

I stood there at the balcony thinking all about my life.

Keiran was the one who hurt me, I couldn't believe it. Never would I think the nice,loving man that cared for me all those months for responsible for my predicament.

Did he know all this while?

That I was same person?

Why didn't he tell me?

Why did he come close?

Why did make me trust him so much?

And ended up breaking every single trust I had in him? Do I trust him to not to hurt me again? I don't know.

He moved out, I was glad he did. I needed time to think and cope with everything.

I have forgiven him long time ago, I didn't think  I would forgive so easily but I did because I see the good memories we shared together. just that I needed to be alone, I needed space away from him.

I wish all this could just end.

"Kyle?" Someone called out behind me
I turned to look at Roslyn, Aunty Val's daughter. I smiled at her.

"What are you thinking about?"  She eyed me suspiciously.

"The baby" I lied, she knew but didn't say anything i was thankful for that.

"Ready to go?"

"Yes"

I have the doctor's appointment today and it's time so Lynn is coming with me. She graduated from college one week after keiran left. Val asked me to go to the graduation with her, but I refused knowing that keiran might be there. I am not ready to see him,yet.

Over the months Lynn and I  had become best of friends, she helped me get through my constant nightmares, she helped me get through everything all but not fully. Aunty and her had been there for me which I truly appreciate. We behave as if we've known for years. I truly love our relationship.

The check up was usual, the same routine taking of some vitamins and stuffs like that, also the reminder of expecting me in a few weeks or so.
The day I dread of and at the same time excited to meet my baby.

The worst thing was that he wasn't going to be here to see our baby when they are born.

Walking out of the hospital with Roslyn trailing behind. I bumped into something or rather....someone.

Keiran.