It will never be love.

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My feelings are so grim

When I look at him.

Dare must I say it,

My feeling aren't ready to admit it.

I want him to look!

I want him to read me like a book...

To adore my reactions

I want to be his attractions

I want to be the reason he smiles

The reason he walks for miles...

Not Her!

I want to make his stomach whirr

Not HER!

I want to speak up.

I don't want to be his backup.

I want to be his main.

I want him to be so obsessed with me, that I'm in his veins.

The feeling of Athazagoraphobia

Makes me have a social phobia

Every time he texts me.

My feelings slowly drown in a black sea...

This miserable love story.

Fills my bones with such Fury.

I wish he could see I am a person too,

Not just a tool.

I write this alone,

Staring at my phone.

While My texts are still left open.

While I stay unspoken.

My fear makes me so blind.

It fills my mind,

I try to look attractive

But his games make him look so unattractive.

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