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                       🔞sexual activity🔞
                        ❗️sexual trauma❗️
                      ❗️minor self harm❗️

Sunghoon pov:
It's getting late and I watched sunaa walk upstairs to the guest bedroom so I followed her, I walked into the room and watched her change into one of heeseung hyungs shirts and shorts

"I'm sorry" I said quite bluntly but she didn't respond and tucked herself in bed

"No we don't do that" I growled walking over to her side and removing the covers, "do what?" She asked sitting up

Now our lips were super close as we stared into each others eyes

"We don't go to bed mad at each other"

I leaned in and finally connected our lips into a heated kiss, I knew we were both still feeling a sense of anger towards each other so even if we go all the way it still wouldn't make up for everything that had happened

I leaned over lightly making sunoo lay down onto the bed, we both stared into each other's pink and amber eyes in lust

Then she pulled me down into a deeper kiss before rolling over so she was straddling my waist

We continued to make out roughly and rub our bodies against each other, "ah~" i groaned out lightly when I felt her brush against my boner

I broke the kiss and pulled away, I didn't wanna go to far after everything that just happened to her at the party, she raised her eyebrow in confusion at the sudden change in my mood

"L-let's go to bed..." I removed her of off my lap and and awkwardly got of the bed, "wait, I thought w-" she held onto my wrist but I mistakingly shrugged it of "no sunoo, we shouldn't be doing this after everything that happened on new years" I unknowingly growled out before existing the room

*

But Sunghoons words didn't make sunoo feel any better, instead it made her feel insecure and undesirable.

After the door closed she looked down at her hands that balled into fists on my thighs, tears stung her eyes and negative thought invaded her mind

*your unwanted*

*used trash*

*dirty omega*

She started blaming herself and believed the reason sunghoon had left was because he was disgusted at the thought of her

Her fresh lemony scent turned sour and fogged up the room

Sunghoon had no idea how bad his words would affect sunaa and everyone else

*

The next morning sunaa woke up super early feeling like absolute shit, literally.

Even after her shower she felt dirty and bothered, her clothes started to rub on her body and irritated her

When she got down to breakfast she tried her best to keep calm and not snap at the puppy looking alpha next to her that rambled on about something that must of happened at work, even tho she really wanted to sit and talk with him, the events from ...

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When she got down to breakfast she tried her best to keep calm and not snap at the puppy looking alpha next to her that rambled on about something that must of happened at work, even tho she really wanted to sit and talk with him, the events from last night put her patients on the spectrum

Trying her best to keep her bad energy and sour scent to herself.
She squeezed her eyes shut and tried to blur out Jakes rambling and heeseung's loud laugh as he joked with Niki around the kitchen table

It was like Sunghoon hadn't looked at her at all, but that wasn't the case, sunghoon had been wanting to approach her since the morning but didn't want to interrupt Aussie boy

But sunaa was getting closer and closer to exploding so when jay walked down to the kitchen with Wonnie covered in hickys and purring in his chest sunaa lost it and stormed out the kitchen and out the house

Everyone else was shocked except jungwon who just yawned with zero care

Sunoo pov:
I don't think I have a valid reason to have stormed out after jay and Wonnie came into the kitchen but a wave of emotions just washed over me

I was left wondering if Jungwon had ditched me yesterday because she was genuinely upset about what Daniel had said or to go sleep with jay

When I got out side I got into one of our many cars we had parked outside instead of taking the one we would usually take in the garage.
Even tho it was still two hours before I even needed to get to school I didn't care, I just wanted to get away from everyone

When I got to the school the halls were basically empty just a couple students lingering around probably to study in the library or had early basket ball practice. Speaking of practice i suddenly remembered that I've taken too much time of off cheer leading *I might quit* and in about a week's time I needed to get back to work.

Fuck

I settled in the empty class room on my seat and rested my head in my arms

*

I was woken up by the sound of students entering the classroom, *when did I fall asleep* I lifted my head, i then heard a soft giggle next to me but there sat a girl I wasn't sure I was really familiar with "your hair" she smiled warmly at me and pointed at my dark locks "oh, thanks" I tried to fix it but it just wouldn't sit down "do you want a hair band?" She offered me two "omg thank you so much" I took them both but only ended up using one,
I put the extra one around my wrist and turned back to the unknown girl "so um what's your name?" I tilted my head assuming she was most likely new "ouch sunaa, I've been your class mate for the whole year, remember I sat at the back" she faked getting shot in the chest "oh yea! Lia! I couldn't recognise you with this blonde hair" I took in her appearance

We chatted for a little but then I came to the realisation that she's not even in the right seat, earlier she said she sat at the back but for some
Reason she was here

"Hey um, why are you sitting here? Wonnie sits here." I tried my best not to sound rude but wonnies name left a sour taste on my tongue

"Oh you didn't know? She asked me to switch seats"

Her words made my heart shatter *switch seats?* *why?* *does she think the same as sunghoon?*

I looked back and she was right, jungwon was sitting at the back next to jiwoo.
My eyes started watering but I blinked the tears away not wanting to cause a scene in the classroom, I looked back down at my desk and closed my eyes tightly

Without realising it I started pulling the elastic band around my wrist, causing it to leave red marks and stinging sensations, I continued pulling and letting go with more speed to distract me from the mental pain I was feeling...even if it meant hurting myself.

I continued and continued not even seeing that u started to bleed, until Lia held my hand to stop me, I look up at her with teary eyes and she gave me a comforting smile lightly squeezing my hand to show her support. I'm so thankful of her

Wonnie pov:

*why are they holding hands?!*

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