You know I got this rumor about me dating couple of people all at the same time in high school, I was an asshole in the making , but this is not the whole story.
You know my parents, they shall not be named because this part is far from good.
I grew up having a mindset that I must break people hearts before they break mine. Why? Because I am not born normal, I ain't like anyone else, I am not a straight girl but I am a future guy
The moment my parents knew I was gay, they scared me that no one will ever take me seriously, and that people will just use me for my money.
So what I did, I took all the chances I can get to have a better appeal to people. And somehow its working
So I don't fall, but I always let people I dont like fall for me, without any plans of catching them.
But I did fell for people, exept those people who only proved my parents right.. so, in order to escape the pain.. I love playing the villain more than playing victim.
Funny cause I know how my brain works, but dont know how to change it 🤣
That is just My Back Story, all about How I did have this "playboy" tag
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Não FicçãoLove can be a struggle when one's heart and mind goes on a separate direction. When is enough, enough? When is it real? was it ever real?