It's a YG thing

Its Because of You

DARA
I think its really time huh? He brought us to our usual meeting place, the practice room. This started when I slept in the practice room and he came to practice, causing me to wake up. Our wavelenghts just matched with each other and we started talking about anything that time. This became a habit to us. We would meet at the practice room and just talk with each other. I was dating Super Junior's Donghae then, I always talk about him too. Jiyong is a really good listener and gives advices well. I think that was what made me fall in love with him. Yes, fall in love.

I don't know when it exactly started, but one day I just realized how I want to see him much more than I want to see Donghae. Our relationship is also very unstable because we're both busy with our careers. And we just broke up naturally. That's when I started avoiding Jiyong, I would make reasons not to meet him.

And now, here I am with no choice because of him. We're literally face to face inside the practice room.

"What's up? I heard about the news." he said.

"I'm fine."

"You don't look that fine. Why are you sweating?" he stood up and took a face towel and started to wipe my face. I started to cry then, hiding my tears through the towel. I stopped myself from crying when he stopped wiping my face.

"Why are you crying?" he seems to notice my tears.

"Nothing." I said

"Is this because of that bastard Donghae? How dare him leave you? Does he think you're not worthy for him? That damn bastard! I'm gonna beat his ass out." he was angry at that point.

"No, its not because of him. We're over now."

"Then why are you crying? You know I dont like seeing you cry like this. Tell me the reason, I might find a way to help you."

"No, its really nothing." I tried to tell him.

"Now you're keeping secrets huh? What happened to all those times? I thought no secrets allowed. How can I even trust you now!?" he's kind of disappointed with me keeping secrets.

"Do you really want to know the reason then?"

"Yes."

"Really?"

"Yes."

"Are you sure?"

"Damn Dara!Just tell me the reason!"

"Its because of you!!"

"Why? Did I do something wrong?"

"I'm just kidding! Time will come. Please dont overthink about it." I said while trying to fake laugh. I didn't expect myself to say that its because of him. Its the truth, but I dont want him blaming himself. I left Donghae because I realized my feelings for him, but that doesn't mean he has feelings for me too so I just have to keep these feelings to myself.

"I know you're still hiding a lot of things Sandara, don't hesitate to ask for my advice. Okay?"

I nodded, thinking about how badly I want to tell him everything, but I just can't.

"Wanna eat ice cream? My treat."

I smiled. He grabbed my hand and we went to the store.

GDRAGON
-NIGHT TIME-
I still can't stop thinking about what happened earlier. All because of me? She said she was just kidding, but I can't stop myself from thinking about it. Was she really kidding about it? I think I need to call Donghae soon. I can't afford seeing her cry like that.

Hi readers! I think its been a month since I last updated. I was jusf actually waiting for the last chapter to reach 100 reads before I release the new chapter. Hehe I just want to make sure atleast 100 people are following my story because its useless if only a few reads it. Don't forget to comment!

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