Lover

Eleven

Oh, this bitch has got to kidding me.

"Omg hi Angelina, I didn't expect to see you here." I say in an awkward tone, while scratching my head. "I didn't expect to see you here either, I thought you were still in rehab." Angelina says with a big smile on her face. "Oh no I've been out for almost a full month now. I just received my 30-day chip from AA." I say with a smug but friendly look on my face. I then start to stare at Brad, Angelina the realizes. "Oh, I totally forgot to introduce you guys. Um Eliza this is Brad Pitt, Brad this is Eliza." Brad smiles at me with a weird look in his eyes. "Hello Eliza, I've heard many things about you."

"All good things I hope." I say with a chuckle. "No actually, not all good. I heard you're a junkie or at least you were a junkie. Congrats on your 30 days." Brad says in a condescending tone. Both me and Angelina look at him with a death stare then look at each other. "Um, I need to get going. Nice seeing you Angelina, um nice meeting you Brad." I say in a stutter as I sped walk away the register. As I'm waiting on line with two people in front of me Angelina comes up behind me. "I'm so sorry Liza, I swear I don't know where that came from his wife left him a couple months ago and I guess he's still hurting. She says in a soft and low voice. "Suree, I mean you left me a couple months ago, but I don't go around tell people you're a fucking junkie, but hey I guess that's why we're so different." I say in an angry whisper.

"I didn't say you were a junkie he used those words on his own come on you know I wouldn't do that to you." Angelina says touching my shoulder. "Do I? Do I know that because last time I checked you didn't care if I was hurting or not." I say now getting pissed because why is she playing in my face right now. "Come on Eliza all I said was you had a drug problem and you were getting help." I stare at her then here the cashier yell next which was me. "I don't think I'm the one with the problem when your boyfriend is married on the road to a divorce, and you were so quick to jump on his dick. Leave me the fuck alone Angelina.' I say then walk up to the register and pay for my things and leave.

Once I left the store I look back into the window and see Angelina standing there in disbelief as Brad walks up to her and kisses her forehead. On my walk home I pass an ally I used to get drugs from and all the memories of me being passed out on the floor there makes me want to cry. I speed walk home and as soon as I step into my house, I hear my phone ping.

"Our last conversation can't end like that; I will not let that talk be the last time we speak. Meet me at the coffee shop on Kinzer Street tomorrow at 11am." The text read from an unsaved number which I knew was Angelinas because I had it memorized in case of an emergency. I leave the message on seen and start taking out my snacks when I see the typing bubbles pop up. "I know you saw my message. I'll wait there for 30 minutes, please come baby." The message read. I leave her on soon again I don't know what to do, this just messed up my movie date with A star is Born and my vibrator what the fuck Ange. I can't do this anymore.

I begin to cry and hyperventilate so I call Alise, but she doesn't pick up. Alise where are you when I need you? I think to myself. I curl up in a ball crying because I don't know what to do I hate making decisions for myself because the last time I did I ended up in rehab, and I don't want to go back. I gather myself five minutes later and lay on the couch then crying myself to sleep.

***

The next morning.

I wake up at 10 with so much crust in my eyes from crying myself to sleep, I can barely open my eyes. So, I walk to the bathroom and wash my face picking the crust out then brushing my teeth. Once I'm done, I walk back out to the living room and reread the messages when Alise finally calls me back from the night before. "I finally get a call back 12 hours later." I said laughing. "My bad girl, remember when Lucy (AA sponsor) said to make amends with the people we hurt while battling addiction?" Alise says with a smirk on her face. "Yess..." I say in a confused tone. "Well, I met up with my ex-Sarah last night so we could have some closure, and one thing led to another, and she now has a big wet spot on her sheets." She says laughing. "Wait did you of you piss the damn bed?" I say so confused now. "GIRL NO WHAT THE HELL. I made her squirt stupid."

I sit there with a confused look on my face. "Have you never heard of squirting??" She asked me and I shook my head 'no' as her jaw dropped. "What the fuck Eliza you're so- omg okay it's when a woman ejaculates, like you know how men shoot cum out their dicks, it's like that but it's clear and comes from the hole you pee from." I make a worried face and she quickly says, "It's not pee it just comes from there its clear and odorless, it happens when your G-spot is extremely stimulated. Seriously Eliza have you never taken a sex ed class?" I yell back "NO". I feel like an armature there's a whole world of sex out there that I haven't explored yet. Alise looks at me concerned then finally asks me what I called her for last night. "Oh yeah I was having a mental break down while you were making your ex-squirt, but I think I'm just going to go."

"Go where?" Alise asked sitting up with a blanket wrapped around her top area. "Angelina asked me to meet her at this coffee shop at 11 because we had a little run-in last night with her and her new boyfriend and he said some things, so I said somethings to her and she doesn't want that argument to be our last conversation, and since you fucked your ex which you definitely weren't supposed to do. I think I'm going to go meet her, and NOT sleep with her." I laugh as she just smiles. "I mean I think that's definitely fair but be careful don't get wrapped in again and end up hurt." "I won't end up getting hurt because it's just coffee and fixing somethings up." I confidently say. "Okay babes call me if you need anything, I may be getting full on degraded if I don't answer but I'll make sure to call back." She laughs and I laugh as we say bye, I check the time and it says 10:50. I gasp because I have ten minutes to do my hair and put clothes on. Luckily my hair is braided so I only have to do my edges which will take me about five minutes because they never want to go the way I want them to.

Once I finish my hair, I put on a tight crop top that really shows off the girls and a pair of sweatpants that make my ass look amazing grab my keys and phone then leave. It is now 11 and she told me she's only waiting until 11:30 but the coffee shop is only a five-minute walk from my house.

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Once I get there I hesitantly walk inside and look around for Angelina who I finally spot sitting at the last booth in the back. I walk towards her and sit down; she smiles at me.

AN: SORRY ABOUT THE SEX ED LESSON💀💀 i got a little carried away