You will have many relationships in your life, but the one with yourself is probably the most important one
It can make everything better or worse
It can be easy, but it can also be tough
To some people this relationship might be obvious and simple, but not to me
Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I see my beautiful body, my long legs, and my flat belly, other times I see my disgusting body, my fat legs, and my belly that is not flat enough
Sometimes I see my quiet straight and quiet white teeth, other times I see my not-so-straight, yellow, and big teeth
Sometimes I hear my calm and warm voice, other times I hear my squeaky and annoying voice
Sometimes I love my makeup, it looks flawless and compliments my beauty, other times I hate it, it looks disgusting and makes me even uglier
Sometimes I feel smart, pretty, and quite funny, other times I feel stupid, ugly, and super unfunny
Sometimes I look at this one boy and think: "Maybe he sees me the way I see him?", other times I look at this one boy and think: "He probably finds me ugly, and stupid and jokes about me"
Sometimes I love myself, my body, and my face, other times I just hate everything about myself
Sometimes I ask myself: "How to be like those other girls?", "How to get a boyfriend that loves me for me?", "How to love my reflection?"
I feel like I'll never know
Those thoughts are overwhelming
It'll be easier if I only knew how to be good enough
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How to be good enough?
PoetryThese are just my personal thoughts about a bothering question that nobody can answer. "How to be good enough?"is a question that many people ask themself everyday, including me. Maybe you feel the same way I do?