Eyes don't lie

First eye contact

  I was really young.A little kid.Not even a genin.Didn't knew what is good or bad.I first saw him at school.He was...not only handsome but...he had something that just made me want him.I wanted to talk more with him but always embarrassed.
  Once,I made a meal for him,ok not really I made it but I begged my mother to make an extra one.He was at a building close to the forest.I only looked at him,staring.He then noticed me and I got really red.That,wasn't really our first eye contact,but the most memorable one.
  Our first eye contact,when we laid eyes on eachother,it was at school.I was sitting next to him and...just look at him.He then looked back and then it was our first sight.I got so red and tried to cover something I wasn't even doing!Old but gold days.
  He always thought I was just one of his fangirls,but I truly loved him.I never changed my feelings about him,and either they will change.

  -What's your name?,I once said when playing outside and saw him.
  -Me?Sasuke!And yours?,so full of life in that time...maybe that's why he never treated me right.And when he did,it was too late.Another man already got my attention in that time."Fanboys".
  -Sakurai!,I used to pronounce my name like that when I was little.Only used to.

  Just like I used to think he only sees me as a "fangirl".And just like Naruto used to like me.And just like how I used to not be alone and always with someone.
  Why was he so full of life when we first meet,and all of the sudden...it changed...Maybe I know why.No,I do know why.His brother,Itachi,killed both of his parents that he loved of course.Then,he was afraid to accept my feelings only so he won't hurt me,so he did always loved me like I did.I always heard he was cold with girls,but not always with me.I mean yeah usually yeah but sometimes,he could be so warm and sweet to me.
  When we were little kids,we did hang out but more I was hanging out and he was just with me.I wish I could bring those days back,so I wouldn't be alone and married with someone who doesn't seems to care about me.But he does.Anytime when he cans,he sends his crow to give me a message and when he comes back,he comes quick home to me.I just,kinda miss him.Like I always used to do.But now,is really bad and I sound desperate.
  I just wish it could be like our first sight.