Only You Can See Me

chapter 2~ mum

"Im so sorry, there was nothing we could do to save your daughter." There goes that fimilair voice again. Wait a second i recognise that quite  mournful sobbing. It's the same crying i herd for 3 long painful months after dad died. Thats mums cry. Wait this is so confusing, mum only has one daughter and thats me and i'm sure as hell aint dead. 

My eyes suddenly snapped open. Am i in a hospital? Man this is wierd i thought that yesterday when i went to that party i was wearing my U.S.A leggings and a baggy jumper, but now im dressed completly in white. A white lace dress that reaches mid thy is covering my body and these really cute white converse on my feet. I have never owned a white dress or white converse plus i wouldn't be caught dead wearing white it's the most terrible colour in the world!!!!!

I forced myself to get up of the uncomfortable hospital bed. My body can only manage to take baby steps because it feels that my suspected hangover is way worse than what i guessed. After taking 20 steps i had finally made it to the door, i swear if my head wasn't pounding i could have made it in 5. As i opened the door, i immedialtley saw my mother. She looked like a mess. Her shaking hands were runnig through her hair that slightly ressembled a birds nest. The mascara that looked like it hadn't been washed in 3 days ran down to her chin and her eyes were red and puffy. She was upset but i can't see why. Dad died 4 years ago from cancer and so did my last grandparent. Im an only child so there's no one else family wise that she would be upset about.

"Mum, are you ok, whats happened?" I asked as i was so confused. She didn't seem to notice that i had asked her a question. "Mum can you hear me, whats wrong?" I repeated. Again my responce was nothing. i decided that i would comfort her and give her a hug. Again, nothing. then i noticed that in her tramatised fragile hands she was holding the locket that i wore all day everyday. I cant believe i didn't notice that i wasn't wearing it. It has a small photo of mum,dad and i, it was the last photo we took together before dad fell terribly sick. Also mum was repeating one word the whole time i hung onto her. "why, why, why?" She weeped.

hey

so this chapter is a bit longer than the last (as i promised) 

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