New girl - Billie Eilish

M O V I N G

My name is Billie O'Connell. I'm 16 years old and live in a small neighborhood in the California. I live there with my mom, my dad and my older brother Finneas. We first lived in Florida and had to move all the way here because of my dad's new job. It really sucks because I had to leave all my friends to move to another state.

I've been not so stable mentally for a while but now, without my friends. I dont know how thats gonna go. I loved my friends. Especially Zoe and Drew, they're my best friends. I get that we had to move but it really sucks. We just arrived at our new house. Its pretty big.

The house:

We go inside to take a look before taking all the furniture. I looked around. It was such a big house, much bigger than the one in Florida. But then I remembered that I have to start all over again here. I just don't know how im gonna be able to do it.

I guess my brother saw me looking down and screamed 'I'm picking the biggest bedroom' and ran upstairs. I smiled and run after him 'no u motherfucker I want the biggest one'.

When we arrived at the first floor we opened a door together. It had this huge room. It was bigger that the living room in our old house.

There was another door in there that led to a big bathroom 'I'm picking this one' Finneas screamed. 'Nooo I wanted this one' I pouted. 'Well too bad Bil. Find another one.'
I raised my middle finger at him and left the room.

Next to now Finneas's room there was another door. I opened it to find an even bigger bedroom. How is this even possible? There were 2 more doors. I opened the first one to also find a very big bathroom. Maybe this room isn't so bad.

I walked out of the bathroom to open the other door. There was this huge ass walk-in-closet. 'What the fuck' I screamed as Finneas came in the room. 'Holy shit this room's got a big ass closet.' He said in disbelief. 'Yes, and it's all mine' I said with a grin on my face. Finneas looked at me with an 'are you fr' face and we walked downstairs.

My parents were already putting furniture and boxes in the house. 'And what do u think about the house?' My mom asked us. 'I like it.' Finneas said. I nodded 'yeah me too. We already chose a room'. My mom smiled at us.

She knows we and especially I really didn't want to move, but she's trying to make it best as possible which is so nice of her. I love my mom.

'Here Billie, are some boxes of stuff from ur room. Maybe u could start decorating?' My mom asked. I nodded grabbing a few boxes. My dad was grabbing some boxes from Finneas while I was walking upstairs with mine.

I got in my room and put the boxes on the floor. I sat down and looked around for a second. This is such a big and beautiful house. How come I still don't really feel happy. Or like I belong here? Maybe because I haven't made any friends yet? But, do I even wanna make friends here? I got my friends from Florida, right? Or maybe they'll forget about me?

While I was thinking and making up all these scenarios, I didn't realize Finneas was standing in the door opening with a box in his hands. 'R u good?' He asked. He's a very nice big brother. He's the best. 'Yeah, just thinking about my old friends.. I just hope they don't like forget about me or something.' I said a little sad of the idea. 'Oh Bil..' he said putting the box on the floor and walking to me. He said down next to me and I lay my head on his shoulder.

'Ofcourse there not gonna forget about you. They love you, and you guys can facetime everyday.' He said while putting his arm around me. Yeah maybe he's right. Maybe this isn't that bad?