New girl - Billie Eilish

S H O P P I N G

I decorated my entire room. It looks pretty dope. But since it's so big, it still kinda feel empty. So does my closet. The closet is so big dude.

I lay on my bed and check my phone. No messages yet. No Bil, that doesn't mean they forgot about you, I keep telling myself.

I check the time to see it's 10:00pm. Normally I wouldn't go to sleep yet since it's a Saturday but, because of all the moving and decorating, I feel pretty tired.

I walk to the closet and grab a hoodie and some sweatpants. After putting them on I walk back to my bed and see my mom standing in the doorway.

'Hi Billie' 'hey mom what's up?' I said to her with a small smile. 'Nothing much. I just wanted to ask you, since tomorrow we have no plans, to maybe go shopping together? Like go to the mall? So we can get you some more things to decorate your room and some more clothes to fill up your closet?' I smiled brightly. 'I love that mom! That sounds amazing.'

I stand up and walked to my mom to give her a hug. 'I love you mom' 'I love u too Billie. I know the whole moving thing may be a little hard but, we can do this okay? And I love u so so much.' I smiled at her 'I know mom. I love u more.' I said letting go of the hug, walking to my bed again.

My mom turned the lights off for me. 'Goodnight Billie. Oh, don't forget. We're going shopping at 10:00am so be ready' she said before leaving. 'Alright mom' is the last thing I said before I drift off.

The next day I wake up to an alarm I set at 9:00am. So I'd have enough time to get ready. I first check my phone. Nothing. Fuck. Alright well they are probably still asleep so it's fine right? I don't know.. lets just get ready.

I walk to my closet. You might think I have a.. well- different kind of style. I wear a lot if baggy clothes. Like oversized. Really oversized.

I grab a blue hoodie since it matches my hair (yes, I have blue hair) and grab some blue&red basketball shorts. I look at my shoes and decide to wear one blue and one red shoe. Fuck it idc.

I go to my desk were all my rings and necklaces are. I grab a few rings and a few necklaces. People might think I look like shit, cuz I kinda do but idc. I think it's dope.

I walk to the mirror to think what I'd like to do with my hair. I decided to just put it in a messy bun.

I'm still so tired. Normally I wake up at like 11:00am-12:00pm but, tomorrow is the first day after summer and I need to go to school again. A new school. So I need to wake up a lot earlier.

I'm done getting dressed and check the time to see it's 9:30am. I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face just with some water. I don't wear make-up cuz.. idk- I don't really care about make-up tbh-

I walk downstairs. My mother is in the kitchen. My Dad is still unpacking boxes and Finneas is dead ass asleep probably. My mother smiles at me when she sees me. 'Hi Bil, I made an Açaí bowl for you to eat. Here u go' she says giving me the bowl. 'Thank you mom' I said as I start eating.

When I finished it, we walked to the car and drove to the mall. 'So, lets start with decoration' my mom says. I nodded and we go into a few stores. A few hours and a couple of stores later I got an color changing light bulb, a piece of Gucci fabric I wanna hang on my wall, a shoe rack for in my room to put all my shoes in and a Louis Vuitton blanket.

'Now let's go clothing shopping' my mom says. We went to a few stores. I always immediately go the the guys section and look at shirts and hoodies with like size xl or something. I've always liked bigger clothing.

I guess I just don't have a great relationship with my body. That way, no one can see it nor judge it. Besides, I also like this style so it's nice.

After a while I got 3 bags full of new clothes. 'I think I got it' I tell my mom. 'Great! Lets go back home' she says. We drove home and I took everything to my room.

I started with the clothes. I grabbed this really pretty black and white shirt with some white pants, that I bought and put it on. I decided to take a picture in it and put it on my instagram.

I unpacked all the clothes and hang them in my closet. I grabbed all the decorations and decorated it exactly how I had it in mind. It looks dope.

I hear someone knocking om my door and see it's Finneas. 'Wow dude! Ur room is so cool' he says walking in my room to look at all the decoration. I smiled 'thank u Fin' he smiled at me and left the room again.

Tomorrow is my first day at school again. But a new school. I really hope everything goes smooth.