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!TW! THOUGHS OF SUC!DE AND SH!

Kaylee was behind her.. she gasped at the sight. Kaylee was quick to tell everyone. Everyone gave her nasty looks. They al blamed Alia. They never knew how toxic her whole group was, how toxic they were when she was upset. Her only real friend was Riley. Riley supported Alia. Kaylee posted the picture of alia's diary on insta. Alia was praying that Jonathan didn't have instagram, then she realized he had commented on a few of her posts. She would be humiliated.
















She quickly hurried home at the end of the day, telling her coaches there was a family emergency, while in reality, she lives alone. She looked at her makeup stand.. the eyebrow razor was the only thing she could see. She hurried over, picked it up, and took of her pants. She touched her upper thighs. She put the blade on her thighs, starting to cut deep cuts. The pain felt so bad, yet so good. She made about 5 lines, on each thigh. She quickly cleaned up. She cried at the sight of the scars, but she couldn't help it. She wanted to die. She couldn't do this. As much as she hated her popular friend group, she didn't know a life without it. What would tomorrow be like? What would people say? Would people notice the cuts? Would anyone notice? Would anyone notice her pain? She had too many questions. She decided to deal with it later













Alia woke up to the sound of her alarm. Her thighs hurting at every single step. She had cut so deep, that it hurt to move her legs. Tears started forming, but she held them back. She put on a quick outfit and light makeup. She decided to take a insta picture, just to get a feel of what people would say.

ALICIA

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Alia was nervous by the sight of James text. They hadn't talked since yesterday. She opened her messages and clicked on James pinned icon. "Hello?" You wanted to talk?" She messaged, acting dumb. "Yes, do you love me?" James replied. Alia had still loved James. "Yea, why?" She responded, playing dumb again. Her heart suddenly sunk, but she knew it was coming. "While I don't love you, or even like you. You're a two faced slut." Her heart hurt, but what hurt her the most, was the message he sent after that. "I'm with Kaylee now. Bye you slut" her eyes filled with tears. She always thought Kaylee was prettier. Kaylee was perfect. She had the perfect body, perfect eyes, perfect smile, perfect teeth, perfect hair, perfect everything. Alia could never compete with her. Alia got her backpack on and left for school.











She walked, as she didn't have her license. She walked into school and got stares, and some people started whispering. Alia then remembered, she would have swim today, in her bathing suit.. which showed her scars. She got scared at that fact, but she couldn't skip it. She had it 3rd period, so she had time to prep. She peeped basically all day, only taking quick notes for class, which she usually never did. She got hit a few times, but didn't care. Then came swim class... she was walking to swim, in her bathing suit. She tried covering up the scars to the best of her ability. But since they were one day old, she couldn't put concealer over it. She walked in and got looks. She all knew what they were staring at..  today was gonna be a long day. She soon got flashbacks to yesterday. That's exactly what she said yesterday. Tears started forming. She asked if she could go to the bathroom, even though she wasn't coming back. She couldn't be there though, she couldn't be with her whole Frie group. She knew she'd get 1000 messages. She ran to the bathroom.







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Dramatic! Also this character is kinda based off me, not really tho. Sooo, what do you guys think will happen in the next chapter?

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