"Mahal kita..." naramdaman kong nabasa ang aking magkabilang pisngi pagkatapos kong sambitin ang salitang iyon. Dalawang salita lang iyon pero naghatid sa akin ng kakaibang pakiramdam.
The guy beside me is just staring at me. No reactions at all.
Wala man lang ba siyang sasabihin? Hindi ba siya nagulat?
"Sigurado ka ba sa mga salitang binitawan mo, Katie?" walang buhay nitong tanong.
I'm literally confused right now. I don't know what to respond to his unexpected question. Did he just question of what I really feel towards him?
"Third, ano ba namang klaseng tanong 'yan? Do you think I'll confess infront if you without thinking of what I feel?" I replied.
He walked closer to me and put his hand into my chest. "If you truly love me, your heart should beat faster." he said all of a sudden. What shocks me the most is that his emotionless.
"W-what?"
He took a heavy sigh and stood up properly.
"Katie, I'm not telling you this to hurt your feelings. My intention is just to make you realize of what you said. Alam mo naman diba? You're aware of everything. Look at the things arounds us? Alam mo naman kong anong ibig kong sabihin diba? Ayaw ko na saktan ka. Please, Katie. Wake up!" he smiled and laughed bitterly after he said those words.
Para akong sinampal sa katotohanan na wala akong karapatang magmahal. I can't even love myself. So what's the use of loving someone else? It's pointless.
"You're right. I shouldn't feel this way. I shouldn't met you in this f*cking world..." mahinang sambit ko habang walang tigil sa pagbagsak ang mga butil na luha galing sa aking mga mata.
"K-Katie, please don't say that..."
Akmang hahawakan niya ako pero umiwas ako. Ayokong maramdaman ang kaniyang mga palad sa aking balat.
I was deceived by someone who whom I thought who love and valued me. He made me believe that he love me but the truth was he was just playing around.
"I-Im sorry, Third. I should not love you..."
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Luminous Vision
FantasyLoving and supportive parents, good friends, overall, she had a happy family. "Had" it means before. Happy and complete family? that was before. Katie Villamar is a 17 years old high school student who loves reading book so much. Sa ganoong paraan a...
