To love somebody

chapter 9

Taeyhing pov

Weeks passed by and I still thought about Nikki.

When she hugged me. It was a different kind of feeling.

She felt the same way. I was sure of it. I hated having these feelings and thoughts, cause I cared about Drina. But maybe That was all that was.?

I clapped for Drina her mini concert. She was so adorable. She went really off key but she enjoyed herself.

It wasn't fair that I was thinking about Nikki while my girl was entertaining.

I watched Rm. He was definitely into her. I knew that deep down. She had feelings for him too. I liked that she stayed with me tho.

We were both struggling with our feelings for someone else but refused to give in.

Ever since her birthday Namjoon had been spending more time with her. I was jealous.

I cheered for her as she got off stage.

Everyone went their own way and she came to me. Her eyes were shining.

Namjoon was upset that he didn't get a chance to talk to her first.
I didn't like the little friends connection they had "

I'm glad he respects what we have. What ever we have.

The way she looked at me made my heart raise.

"can we talk?"

Oh here it comes. I nodded. She did not beat around the bush.

Straight to the point she broke up with me. I did not blame her. The longer It would take the harder It would be. She knew how emotional I was. But 1 of us had to take this step.

" I'm sorry for getting straight to the point longer it would take, the harder it would be."

It was like she read my mind.
If I would cry. It would make her uncomfortable.

I agree we didn't have much in common.

"maybe our happiness is somewhere else" she cried out.

She noticed me and nikki too. "or do you mean you and namjoon"

She scratched her head. She probably couldn't believe I noticed.

She definitely tried to hide her feelings.

"Its about both of us, I can't deal with these feelings anymore, I love you but its different"

I sighed "I love you too I don't think I'll be able to see you with him"

We broke up and that was the first time we told each other we loved each other.

This love was more friendship.

She looked at me "then I'll give him up, but go to Nikki, you two look like the perfect family"

I shook my head "I won't let you give up him, it's going to be hard but talk to him, I"ll be fine"

We hugged. "go fast, knowing Namjoon he is going to leave" She looked in my eyes "I'm really sorry"

She got up and ran away I sighed and searched for Nikki.

I found her hanging with Jimin. I was happy they were just friends.

"do you want to dance?" She smiled "yes"

I took her to the dancefloor. I was obviously still upset.

I felt nikki her heart beat once again. She was special.

I felt like I was home.