Insanity?

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Albert Einstein once said "Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting different results". Thinking about this quote just makes me wonder if I'm insane. Cutting for example, I would cut everyday, scar my body, watch the blood run down my leg and wonder what life will be like after. I expected something totally different but instead I got addicted and continued hurting my once beautiful body. Insanity got the best of me. Another thing is how I always go back to him. Yeah you guys remember my best friend? Yeah we are arguing again. It started off with me trying to be nice and posting a picture of him on my Instagram for "National Best Friend Day" and he ended up making me delete it and he posted his other best friend instead of me. Sounds rude BUT, it was because he has a girlfriend who really hates me because I "was" his best friend (or so she thinks). Well, I got pissed off big time and the next day he tried talking to me and I just acted like I didn't care. I simply responded with "Go talk to your best friend or your girlfriend" and although it took some fighting, I finally got him to stop talking to me. I didn't think that it would last 2 days though. He won't talk to me anymore and it's entirely my fault. Anyways, main predicament of this story is that I got mad for no reason like always. Now going back to my original statement about Einstein's quote, I drove my best friend away by getting mad and pushing him away. Sadly, it's...insanity. It's like I think getting him mad at me all the time comes out with different outcomes. So I'll admit it, I'm...insane. For him.

The picture is of my best friend, his name's Alec.

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