Peace of mind.❤️‍🩹

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Telling ari the truth was the right thing to do i hated feeling like i was lying to her which I wasn't i just anit tell her bout my past

Ari was at a doctors appointment with nova cause she kept sneezing i told her it's probably just allergies but she was so worried so she got the earliest appointment

I got up going downstairs hearing the garage open im guessing it was ari or kd cause his ugly ahh got one of my cars

And the reason is so fucking slow to why he don't have his

He told tht he lost his car keys in the car and he lock himself out like nigga who tf do tht

I open the garage door from the inside of the house seeing ari park my bmw in its place where the name is place

I walked over to the car watching ari step out the driver seat and my mind went crazy i can't believe thats all mine

The urge to have her screaming my name while she bent over taking all of me is so strong rn but i knew i had to wait just a lil while longer

And the fact tht nova call ha mama ionk why but it just makes her more sexier

"Come on princess daddy is acting crazy"she tried whisper walking pass me

I chuckled pulling her back to me as i looked at both of them

"Hi princess"i said grabbing nova out her hands kissing her face

"Dada"she babbles making me smile

I looked at ari taking the shades off her face as her perfect brown eyes stared into mine

"Hi mamas"i said giving her a kiss tht lasted like five seconds

"Hi baby turns out she dont have a cold"she said pouting cause she knew i was right

"I told you mama it was just allergies mine just stopped yesterday remember you tried to take me to the doc too"i said as we walked to the door

I opened it letting her walk in her then me an nova walked in behind her

"I have to talk to you about something tho"ari said as i nodded

"Imma put her down for a nap first then we'll talk" she said taking nova and going upstairs

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I sat in the kitchen while watching TikTok's every since ari told me to download whenever i get bored i just click on it and it be hours till i get off

"Okay she is sleep that girl know she can stall a nap"ari said walking in the kitchen

I chuckled as i nodded my head

It once took me 2 hours to get her to go to sleep but now i know all she needs is a lil skin to skin

She walked over to me hugging me putting her head into my chest i frowned because i knew something was wrong

"Whats wrong mama"i asked as she rose her head up looking at me

Her eyes filled with sadness and doubt

"My past relationship was nothing but torture first i thought he was very nice but when we moved in tg he started to be possessive and he would tell me what not to where which I didn't have a problem with but when he started to tell me what friends i can and cannot hang with or where i cant go i then tried to leave when i did we got to arguing really bad and he slapped me  never thought he would but he beat me black and blue tht night and made me stay and deal with it for a year one week i had just found out i was pregnant he would force me to have sex with him ut got so bad i have to go to the doctor cause my vagina started to swell up one night he came home and was drunk and he took it out of me he didn't know i was pregnant not tht thats going to change anything then he......

She took a deep breath from all the tears and sobbing she was doing

"He killed my baby the only thing i really cared about besides my momma i feel into depression really bad td is the 2 year anniversary since he died"she said as i pulled her to my chest she cried so bad

Thats why she was worrying so much about nova td

Ik who ha ex is and i promise tht nigga anit gon live too see his next age i put that shi on my grandmomma