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(Enhypen - Sunghoon) I am not sick (2)

Writer note:
Sorry this took so long, enjoy!

Sunghoon pov:

When I woke up my throat felt tight. I hadn't even sat up yet and I was thrown into a coughing fit. I had already been coughing all night and got close to no sleep. I obviously was just getting more sick. But the concert was later today I couldn't let engene down. So again I decided to play down my sickness in front of my members. I could just take a lot of medicine and hopefully they wouldn't realise.

When I walked into the main room the other members were already fully dressed. "We let you sleep in a bit since you said you weren't feeling great yesterday, how do you feel now?" Jungwon asked "I'm-" I started but my voice wasn't coming out. "Your voice is gone!?!?!" Jungwon said with an urgent tone catching the attention of all the members in the room.

I started coughing, half trying to clear my throat and half because I was incredibly sick and couldn't help it. Once I stopped coughing I looked at all the worried glances on my members faces and tried to start again "I'm feeling a bit better" I said but it came out as not even a proper whisper. "But you lost your voice Sunghoon are you sure you feel better?" Jake asked trying to fight away his worried expression. "I guess my voice isn't in good condition but I feel okay" I lied again but I knew if I told them how horrible I felt then I wouldn't even be aloud on stage at all, at least if my voice was just hoarse then another members could do backing vocals to help me.

"Will you be able to perform today?" Jungwon asked reaching a hand to feel for a fever. Before he could I pushed his hand down,to be honest i didn't even know if I had a fever but that would completely give me away if I did, I didn't feel like talking anymore so I just got my phone out again and typed "I'll just go on vocal rest until the concert" the members still weren't convinced it was a good idea but agreed to see how I was before the concert started and make a decision then.

After that I quickly left the room feeling another tickle in my throat and I knew I couldn't cough to much in front of them otherwise they would know I was playing my sick down. The second I got out the main room I let out a few rough coughs that tore down my throat making me wince. I could already tell this day was going to be long. I quickly got to my room and got dressed so I'd have time to take some medics before having to join my members to get into the van and make our way to the concert.

~Time skip: leaving for the concert venu

Once we arrived at the venu we went straight into rehearsals and sound check, my whole body was aching today and my head was now starting to thump from the music and I was now starting to debate if going on stage later was really a good idea for me. However I carried on through.

I couldn't really do sound check while singing since my voice was close to gone so I was just trying to lightly hum into the mic to get an idea if my in-ears, mic and the speakers were working correctly.

Surprisingly even with how unwell I was feeling I managed to get through the rehearsal and sounds check pretty smoothly. Although now it was getting closer to show time the members were wanting to check on my voice and my condition to see if I'd be able to go on. I knew my voice was in no form to perform with but I didn't know how to hide that from them. I took a few sips of water and cleared my throat before trying to sing on of my lines from our songs. Instead my voice just came out really weak and bearly audible but still hurt my throat and I ended up in a coughing fit.

The members started patting my back and handed me the water I had previously drank from. "Sunghoon I really don't think you can perform, firstly because they won't even be able to hear your voice and secondly you can't sing without coughing" Jungwon said. I just looked at him while taking another sip of water "please, I'm okay" I tried to say but my voice was still shot and it still sounded like a whisper but again I started coughing, this time I was coughing really hard and couldn't catch my breathe I was starting to get dizzy. My members helped to sit me down while I was still coughing. Soon enough I had managed to stop coughing but I was now really hot and dizzy from it. I grabbed the water that jay had brought over and took a few sips. I was now really considering not going on stage because I was kinda worried about myself as well now. "Sunghoon, you look really flushed" Jake said "I don't know why" I said "I really wanted to go on stage but now I'm really not feeling well I don't know what to do" I rasped out with the little amount of my voice I had left. "Sunghoon it's okay if you don't feel well engene will understand and you're health is more important then performing right now" Jungwon said "and I think you might have a fever" Jungwon added while placing his hand on my forehead.

It might have been because of the possible fever I was running for why I was suddenly feeling so emotional but all I knew is that I wanted to perform and I could and that I felt awful and didn't know how to feel better. I'm guessing that the other members could tell though because they all surrounded me trying to comfort me and telling me it was okay. "Sunghoon don't worry you can sleep while we perform and the second we are done we will get you straight back to dorm" ni-ki said I just nodded before laying down on the sofa to try and rest.

~Time skip: Other members on stage doing introductions

"Hey guys I'm Jungwon, before we start today I just wanted to let you all know that unfortunately Sunghoon isn't performing with us today he suddenly came down with a sickness, we apologise for this and Sunghoon really wanted to perform today unfortunately though he really couldn't but let's enjoy the show still!!"

~Time skip: Performing to last song before final ment and before encore

I started to wake up while I herd one of the last songs playing on the stage, I was surprised to know I had almost slept completely through the whole concert. However soon my mind was shifted to how much worse I now felt after sleeping. How could I be so sick? And how could I feel worse after resting? I really didn't know what was going on but soon I was snapped out of my own thoughts when I herd my name being said and realised it was from Jungwon on stage "Okay so we will do our closing speeches now engene!! I just want to say Sunghoon is actually here, he is backstage he really worked hard to be able to perform today but only just before the concert was it decided he was to sick to perform, actually he wasn't feeling great yesterday and lost his voice today but was convinced he wanted to perform today so please give him a cheer" from back stage I could hear the loud cheers engene gave for me that I couldn't help but tear up.

Not to long later the members started the encore. I lay on the sofa with tears in my eyes I'd never felt so sick and helpless before. I just wanted to be onstage with me members having fun but instead I disappointed everyone. Thinking this is started to fully cry and that is how my members found me after they got off the stage.

They all rushed to me when they saw me crying. "What's wrong?" Heeseung asked "are you not feeling well still?" Sunoo asked "i disappointed everyone" I cried out my voice sounding really hoarse still "what? No you didn't, you're really under the weather Sunghoon everyone wanted you to rest" Jungwon said. "Don't stress about it you can't help being sick but we should probably get you home now" Jake said so I tried to calm my crying as the members helped me up before was made out way out to vans.

Almost instantly after we got into the vans I fell asleep and slept almost the whole drive back.

Note:

Sorry if the ending is kinda bad or if this isn't written as well as my other things but this part has been a long time coming and I really just wanted to get it out for you guys also I've had a break from writing so I'm just getting back into it now please understand!!