Sleeping with the Enemy ( COMPLETED )

Chapter 25

Its been six months since fatima shot Ian an her mental state hasn't been the same since ,she would have nightmares about all the things that Ian did to her ,which of course zac doesn't know about because they live apart ......Fatima has drowned her self into work she hardly spends time with zac she just shut the world out completely zac has been trying to get through to her but nothing helps ....an what makes it worse she stop seeing her therapist

     Its Sunday morning an fatima was in her penthouse that zac got for her a few months ago cleaning when she heard the door bell

Fatima : " Am not in the fucking mood " who is it?

Zac : Its me fatima please open the door

Fatima : " Sighs" Hold on ! she said walking to the door

Zac : Hey

Fatima : Hey

Zac : Can i come in?

Fatima : Sure

* She step aside so he can come in

Zac : I see you doing some cleaning

Fatima : Yeah i clean when am stressed ,sup?

Zac : Really fatima

Fatima : Zac

Zac : We haven't really talked in months fatima , what's going on ?

* Zac got her that penthouse to surprise her before everything went left , he was going to rent it out because after what happened that night he wanted to be there for her and be close to her but fatima had other plans , So in order to give her space he let her move in the penthouse but things hasn't been the same since its like he was loosing her

* Fatima on the other hand was having doubt's about them being together she love's zac with her all her but she feels like she's too broken to be with anyone especially him ,she was already dealing with the trauma that Ian put her through an to top it off she can't give zac the life he wanted which include kids all that was weighting heavy on her shoulders ...so she did what she does best shut down

Zac :  Fatima ?

Fatima : huh ummm

* Zac look at the woman he loves and he can see how broken she is and it was hurting him cause he don't know how to help her and she's not even letting him be there for her .......Zac just walk over to her and pulls her into a hug an she breaks down in his arms

Fatima : I'm sorry

Zac : Its okay baby i got you

Fatima : No you dont understand

Zac : Then make me understand fatima I've been trying " Tears falling"

Fatima : I don't wanna do this anymore ....she blurted out

* Zac felt his heart shattered into a million pieces it took everything in him not to break down

Zac : You don't mean that

Fatima : Yes zac i do " tears falling "

Zac : Silent

Fatima : These past six months has been hell for me zac ,am not my self anymore " voice craking " I do love you , you mean everything to me that's why this is so hard for me " Crying " I want you to be happy even if that means being with someone else because i can't give you the life you want am too broken