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physical touch

"hey (y/n). Cool down! I Know I am wrong but it's your 19th birthday and you are here alone without unvle and auntie and Jimin. So I thought I should be the one to celebrate you lr birthday" he said with a bright smile. And I melted with his words. " oww how thoughtful you are! Thank you so much Hoba. I am so grateful to have a friend like Ike you" I said. "Oh come on. No worries, now let's cut this cake. It's your favorite strawberry cake. Berry berry, strawberry hahahaha" he  said. I chuckled softly thinking in my mind"he's so cute" then I cut the cake. I love strawberries. I took one and hoba snatched it from me and ate it. Being angry I asked him, " where's my gift huh?" Then saying that he forgot, he gently lift me in bridal style. I was so stunned to speak a word. He has never done this before. Our friendship wasn't like physical touches. After these years for the first time he touched me like that. We never hugged. Just shaked hands. Cause I love to keep a social distance with everyone except my parents and Jimin. So I was shocked by Hoba's action. Holding me into his arms he laughed louder and ask me, " (y/n), do you like it? I thought to give you something this year that I have never gave to you. Something unique. So I came up with this idea. You are my bestie. But you don't like physical touches. You always keep distance. So I thought I should gift you this and let you know how loving physical touches are haha" then he gently put me down. I could speak a word to him. My heart was beating so fast like it was gonna burst. I could hear my own heartbeat. Wondering if he could hear it or not? Then he lowered his face towards me and asked, " why your face is this red? Do you have fever?" " I Shoked my head and said maybe" " what maybe? Let me take you to the hospital." He insisted. " I need sleep. If I sleep the fullest I'll be fine by the morning. You go home and take rest. Also thank you for today " I said with a nervous tone. After he left, I calmed myself down. Was wondering what happened to me back then? Then I went to my bedroom to sleep. But I couldn't sleep. It was 2.00 am.  I was thinking of that moment hoba lift me up. He celebrated my birthday. I couldn't sleep at all that night. My whole night passed thinking of him.