All These Lights Are Colored In By You

chapter 4

Next day. I went to college where I met hoba. He greet me as always."Good morning, (y/n)! Did you sleep last night. How are you feeling?" Saying that he touched my forehead to know If I had fever or not. I stepped backwards. I was stuttering with nervesness. "Y-yea-h I-i am O-okeeyy" I said. Then he said with worries eyes, "why are you behaving like this? Is it for which I did to you last night? I thought you would like it. But i think I hurt you. Accept my apologies (y/n)" "N-nnOo" I said while stuttering. Then I calmed myself down and looked up to him to lock my eyes with him and said," Don't blame yourself. You did nothing wrong. I am the one to blame. In this generation I don't like physical touches. It's so childish of me. Or I say I didn't like it. But you see when you lift me up, I truly liked it. Never thought It would feel this way. Thank you so much for your gift. I will cherish it in my memories forever" Hoba's eyes brightened up and he smiled ear to ear. Then he hugged me! Here I go again. I don't know why I feel so warm by his touch, why I get nervous immediately? I wonder why?my heart beats so fast and feel out of breath. I feel like I might die due to heart attack. But at the same time I love it. I want him e to touch me more. Hug me more. Life me up more. "Ahh (y/n), what are you thinking?" Thinking in my mind I Shoked my head. We hugged for a while. Maybe for 2 to 3 minutes. It felt like heaven. He's taller than me. So I could hear his heart beat. After he released our hug, I gave him e genuine smile. We wrapped everything in college and went home together. It's my 2nd night alone without anyone in my home. I rushed to my room after locking the door perfectly so that anyone can't open it from outside. I kept remembering my moments spent with hoba today. I have never missed him like this before. "What is this?" I asked myself looking at the mirror beside my bed. I usually talk to mirrors. I don't know why but I like to talk to myself through mirrors. I love it this way. Then I thought while looking at the mirror, "do I like him romantically? These things always happens to me when I see any handsome anime or manga characters. I have never felt this way towards any human" Then my eyes went to my favorite character, my husbando Tomoe from Kamisama kiss anime. I have his anime figures in my room. Not only his. As an otaku I have tons of anime figures, posters, mangas in my room. Tomoe is my favorite. I am so delicious for him. I have always wanted someone like him. Then I told myself, "NO (Y/N)!! You can't fall in love with any human. 2D characters are you life. If you have to remain single for life then it's okay. Your husbandos are with you forever" saying this to myself I greeted good night to all the figures and posters of anime in my room and went to sleep.