Shut up ! - Chapter 1

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by Mssstories

by Mssstories

Jj's pov -

I was cleaning the tables of the restaurant when raz called out my name " Jj , i need to see you in my office" i followed raz to the office and closed the door behind me and sat on the empty chair in front of the desk

" you have worked hard these days and you never do that! You can talk to me about her you know" raz said obviously knowing this is about Taylor, i shook my head cause i hated when people talk about her

" you know everyone in figure 8 is talking about her kid, you can go home to relax"

From what?, i can't relax if i come home and see my abusif dad beating me up, no thanks and so i said " no thanks, i'll stay and maybe take some extra shifts"

" alright back to work, Maybank"
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I sighed stopping by pope's house, normally pope would kick me out by sending a double middle finger but things have changed, Pope welcomed me in his house and we sat in his room with kie

"so what are you doing here this late"
pope asked

"I just finished work and didn't feel like going home"

We kept talking about shit just like old times till kie was going home and pope gave her a big fat hug without knowing tears were falling down my cheeks remembering Taylor and her hugs she used to give me all the time when she saw me or said goodbye to just go and get some stuff and come back like she wasn't coming back and the things is... she hated hugs but with me she would hug me only me from all the guys and girls in our group more like just me from all obx but i couldn't feel those hugs from about a year now since she was in yk... coma

I wiped my tears and said " yeah i think l'm gonna go too"

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"Just go in,Jj" i thought to myself in front of the door knowing my dad was home since the tv was on, i went in and saw my dad passed out on the couch and so i sighed in relief and went directly to my room without bothering to close the tv to not wake him up

I collapsed on my bed thinking about her , about that night , about how she ended up in the hospital and tears started falling down my cheeks and just like that i broke down rethinking about that sentence " there's a 10% chance she will make it kid" that sentence that the doctor told me kept on rephrasing itself in my head over and over again and thinking about her hugs, her smile , her eyes,her hair just all mixed together in my head i thought about it till i fell asleep and that was not the first time i cried myself to sleep thinking about her this past year.

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a/n:
hey guys, so Taylor ( my name) is like y/n but like i gave her a name
Chapter 2 coming soon

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