strange addiction
Being up all night, you become my knight
At night suicide thoughts filled mind
You were there making me laugh at night
When i start giving up in the word of forever
Cause my life couldn't get any better
You were there playing the role of joker
Your silly jokes makes me Smile after
My life is kinda mess
Failure to describe
I'm undecided to my future
Depression start kicking in
I consider to stop studying
Because of anxiety, every night I'm crying
It makes me feel like im dying
Pushing you away
Hoping you'll to stay
I think that's the irony of love
You become my strange addiction
Always craving for your attention
Because u accept my imperfection
It makes me feel like I'm a beautiful creation
When reality hit my imagination
the dream and scenarios i keep was all creation
It was all temptation
Now half of me is sinking, will you be my salvation?
Im stoping my self and that my decision
waking up in this world full of delusion
I've been trying move on
because everyone says its the only solution
Crying, praying and wishing every night
i wish i could give you love that will last long forever
Now I'm slowly accepting our fate
Everything starts to collapse
when we starts to rescue our selves
we start letting go
i can't save you
because i need to be save too
～thedrean
dedicated to beyb
enjoy reading minna!
