The first glance

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February 9 2023

"GUYS HE'S GOING TO THE DANCE YESSS" i said to my friend group, "yo go ask him outttt" Mai said. "Nahh yk i cant do that i get nervous bro." well that day ended quick nothing really happened yk?

So I think it was February 3rd? Well he told me that his friend liked me??? Well I don't like his friend lmao so I just ignored it?? Well bad choice cause today (feb 9, 2023) his friend just kept pointing at me and said i was cute in the halls. I felt uncomfortable cause i don't even know how he knew me if i never even seen him once in my life before? ( and trust me I notice everyone I pass). But i told him about it and well he looked down, and said "well most guys just see a girl and say sum like she's fine and then yk like her?". "Oh" that's all I could say back. I don't know why it just seemed like it was fit for that time? Well we talked and laughed it was probably the best time of my life ngl. "ZARA OMFGGG" han started yelling, screaming and jumping. "Bro bro so sam came up to me and asked me where i got my flowers, and so i told him that someone got it for me and it isn't on sale anymore, but then when i looked at him and smiled he said it was for YOU ZARA YOUUU". "Omg. what. " I said. I was pretty scared because I didn't know how to accept them yk?? Well yeah that happened. So he was gonna get me a sum tomorrow or something i hope he doesn't ngl. But also when we were walking around i heard him say something like the lines of "can you kiss me now" but i wasn't sure cause he mumbled it but then when i asked him what he said he just changed the convo?? So eh

February 10, 2023

"So uhm wanna date then?

I was at the valentines partyyy woooo! 'ngl it was a little boring' But my cousin had a date and i was so happy for her! 'Ngl i was following them around like a lost puppy'. BUT THAT'S ONLY BECAUSE I WAS SCARED OF TALKING TO HIM. I was such a pussy but we talked for a bit and well yeah. We just walked and talked i didnt dance but he did like it was a whole group yk? But I remember when he stood up I saw that he wanted to go but he was just standing so I stood up and then he went, just like a puppy that was waiting for a treat to be let go. It was so cuteee bro. I didn't have my glasses on either so I couldn't see him coming up to me. He was just blurry. Then my sister told me he was trying to come up to me the whole night. I wanted to die on the spot, I was so embarrassed. But then we sat down for some time and we talked.

3/10/2023.

Of Course nothing was ever good enough for him so he left. And my feelings vanished into the thin night air. Sorry for the bad ending! (True story by the way) he left me and decided to go and be with another girl even though I was prettier and smarter but that's love I guess?