A Gurly Brat

part- dick

Now currently in my home I am getting slapped .........too badly by mom and elder siss both i just took a knife from the drawer and cut my hand it got scratched badly and deeply and yeah all the small tiny sharp edges hurted along leaving scars behind and meanwhile dad had to enter guess today's day has a lot more to get worsen . My mom dragged me to the master bedroom me,dad,mom, baby bro were in locked the bedroom I knew some lecture,tears,and my some privilege are going to be dealt nice and thoroughly today and maybe a few slaps too if they were angry so much and yeah I'm a gurl My dad mom asked me everything thoroughly that why I did that and why i went to my sis uni wnd created a scene and all that shit ......and one point they even said they are not going to send me out for studing and marry me an ugly guy My Gosh I knew those days aren't comming fr . I knew it was just to terrify me however it ended up 1 hour later you can imagine all the things I might have gone through that icey 1 hour and yeah after half an hour my sis entered too blaming me and snitch that she didn't called me i volunteered to fo her uni and shit ....but dad knew better. ......... I was having tears too coz my parents hurted me reminding me my haunting past which sometimes I get scared even now ....I know that shit not finna happen again but i can't help (at that time i saw a monster mother who just wants see her girl cry no matter whatever it might take that to happen guess I'm again broken by her words for atleast few days) after all the shit and lecture I came back to room but I knew not to take the shit so seriously.....I lost my appetite . I was in my room mastrubating myself and again my mom bangs my doors god knows for what i open she comes and straight settles down to bed and keeps bluffing and blabbering which was insane to hear I was seriously controlling my anger I don't under why the hell my parents can't understand the teenage behaviour.Teenagers have mood swings,they are hothead , they're impulse in nature , they enjoy doing fun stuffs isn't it that fucking simple......she makes me to eat food ......however i eat .......... And again come back and lock the room . I feel like I'm in a new world when I'm in complete dark . Nobody to argue with you ,nobody to tell you what to do, noone to annoy you,and yeah no shithead and dumb bitches lol i love myself .